Charlotte's scratch post

[tammy753]

Every time I see that dress its so pretty. Sorry for saying it again but you look so happy in it.

[Anne_lifetrip]

Wow, wow, wow!

https://drive.google.com/file/d/14mPklYWiQr80aqPqJQFpxN3w8I9UE4GG/view?usp=sharing 🔗 🔗

You sound great girl! 👏🏻

Congratulations!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Every time I see that dress its so pretty. Sorry for saying it again but you look so happy in it.

Don't be sorry as thats very kind of you to say again. I'd just like you to have the same dress too! Are you a care bears fan or just like the style for what it is?

C😻

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Wow, wow, wow!

You sound great girl! 👏🏻

Congratulations!

Thank you Anne. Thats very kind. I'm working on it often so that helps.

C😻

[tammy753]

Don't be sorry as thats very kind of you to say again. I'd just like you to have the same dress too! Are you a care bears fan or just like the style for what it is?

C😻

I love the colors I can't tell what pattern it is but it looks so pretty!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I love the colors I can't tell what pattern it is but it looks so pretty!

Its a collab Hell Bunny are doing with Care Bears. But then they do loads of cute dresses besides this collab!

Charlotte ❤️

[Petunia]

Charlotte, you keep saying how sweet everyone here is. You do know that you are that sweet and kind too.

You are fighting your issues and you are still helping and being kind to all your friends here.

As somebody who recently went through open heart surgery, please don't purposely stack on unnecessary weight by eating high (saturated) fat foods. It really isn't good for your body and nobody needs risking a heart attack or having your chest sawn open.

Perhaps the best thing you could do for yourself is targetted gym work or body sculpting.

I think you look very feminine. Sure it would be good shifting some of the extra aound the waist down to your hips (I really want tgem same) but you have only started in your puberty. I'm sure it will happen. Just look at how your girls are coming on.

Once again your avatar pic looks great. That dress really suits you.

Thanks for being a friend

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Charlotte, you keep saying how sweet everyone here is. You do know that you are that sweet and kind too.

You are fighting your issues and you are still helping and being kind to all your friends here.

As somebody who recently went through open heart surgery, please don't purposely stack on unnecessary weight by eating high (saturated) fat foods. It really isn't good for your body and nobody needs risking a heart attack or having your chest sawn open.

Perhaps the best thing you could do for yourself is targetted gym work or body sculpting.

I think you look very feminine. Sure it would be good shifting some of the extra aound the waist down to your hips (I really want tgem same) but you have only started in your puberty. I'm sure it will happen. Just look at how your girls are coming on.

Once again your avatar pic looks great. That dress really suits you.

Thanks for being a friend

Thank you so much Petunia. I just dont feel sweet myself. Just like a burdon and complete nut case!

I'm keeping away from saturated fats and using healthy ones. Plus I run which should keep my heart good.

Unfortunately my girls aren't coming on. Half of that is fake. Without them in I'm 95% man with moobs unfortunately. Hence why I don't believe in HRT right now and basically hate this body. I wish I could put a DNR on myself so if I do habe heart issues they do nothing!

You're very sweet. Thanks for being kind.  I don't deserve kindness from anyone. I deserve the bullying and trolling get because they're right. I'm man, will never be a woman and im mentally ill. A hattrick.

[davina61]

Now that is the seat of your "problem", you need to let the inner you out. The inner Charlotte, you have left "boy mode" behind so just go with it my dear. Give it time, you need some patience as changes creep up on you. HRT is no magic over night fix, its slow magic!

[Stottie Girl]

Time, time, time! Give it time Charlotte! If I could wave a magic wand for you I would but I can't!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I always wake up ultra depressed unfortunately. But my meds are stimulating so can't take them before bed so I don't wake up feeling really down.

I feel a bit better at the moment.

I think the problem also is I'm desperate for reasons to want to keep living, just anything that will make me happy. But I'm not finding many most days as I think I'm numb to anything that most people enjoy or get excitement from. It's then very easy to get down about, well pretty much anything.

Charlotte X

[ChrissyRyan]

How about going to more of those events you like attending?

Sometimes looking forward to events is stimulating and builds excitement.


Chrissy

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I'm going to Bournemouth next weekend with my partner for a long weekend as its my birthday next Thursday and his the Monday after that weekend. I desperately need those few days with him to rest my mind and just leave everything behind. I just hope it doesn't suddenly decide to rain after all this sunshine.

I go to furry meet each month as that's when they are held. I guess feeling permanently tired doesn't help with excitement as most things now just feel like a hassle.

[davina61]

Looking for something to do this weekend, come down to the Upton Blues festival. Its not just blues music (in fact you might have a job finding any!) but with over 14 stages/venues, loads of bands and singers, stalls, food stalls and a car show there is something for everyone. Best bit its free!!! Only about 1/2 hr drive for you as well.

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Thanks Davina, but i don't really want to go anywhere with lots of people how I feel right now. I don't feel comfortable in myself tbh

[Sephirah]

So you are a Leo... but just barely a Leo. You have a lot of the creativity, musical gifts, and optimism towards other people. But you have remnants of Cancer, who is a water sign, and highly emotional. You are at odds with yourself.

Take this for how much you believe in it...

https://astrologify.com/july-23/ 🔗

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

So you are a Leo... but just barely a Leo. You have a lot of the creativity, musical gifts, and optimism towards other people. But you have remnants of Cancer, who is a water sign, and highly emotional. You are at odds with yourself.

Take this for how much you believe in it...

https://astrologify.com/july-23/ 🔗

Unusually most of that is accurate for how i feel inside my idealised self. But it feels like there is an invisible force field stopping me from truely being that person. I feek like two people in one. One is introvert and pessimistic. They trap the optimistic happy soul inside with few chances to escape. Its like a constant battle between my two minds.

My partner is also Leo and we're both  Roosters on Chinese zodiac.

[Stottie Girl]

Unusually most of that is accurate for how i feel inside my idealised self. But it feels like there is an invisible force field stopping me from truely being that person. I feek like two people in one. One is introvert and pessimistic. They trap the optimistic happy soul inside with few chances to escape. Its like a constant battle between my two minds.

My partner is also Leo and we're both  Roosters on Chinese zodiac.

I'm Aquarius and a Dragon on the chinese zodiac. I have absolutely no idea what any of that is supposed to mean ha ha!

[Sephirah]

Unusually most of that is accurate for how i feel inside my idealised self. But it feels like there is an invisible force field stopping me from truely being that person. I feek like two people in one. One is introvert and pessimistic. They trap the optimistic happy soul inside with few chances to escape. Its like a constant battle between my two minds.

My partner is also Leo and we're both  Roosters on Chinese zodiac.

I think the trap you talk about, Charlotte, is something you can work on. It's something that has been done to you. Not something you did to yourself. It's a culmination of things you've been through, and how the world has held you back. That is not something you have to deal with forever, okay? Part of it is who you are, part of it is how people have made you. One of those... you can change. It won't be easy, it won't be fast, but it will be possible, okay?

'm Aquarius and a Dragon on the chinese zodiac. I have absolutely no idea what any of that is supposed to mean ha ha!

https://www.astrology.com/aquarius-woman.html 🔗

Totally you, Sarah. <3

[Stottie Girl]

https://www.astrology.com/aquarius-woman.html 🔗

Totally you, Sarah. <3

Hmm as with a lot of these things there are things i agree with and things i totally don't but on the whole that is actually pretty acurate.

What about the dragon thing though? Does that mean I can learn to breath fire? lol! Could be handy at a BBQ!