Hello to all , I am SugarBelle , 66 Yrs old.
I have been cd'ing for the past 8 yrs.... though I secretly had been attracted to transwoman from some 30 years... my 1st experiences in cd'ing go back to when I was a 5yo and got circumsized , I had problems with the scar tissue not healing properly , my weenie was getting stuck to my white underwear , even with the white healing cream being put on each day , my mum took me to visit her sister who suggested I be put into girls panties , being nylon they should not stick to the wound , so she made wear her daughters panties , and I would stay for 5 days with her so she could tend to my situation.
So I wore my cousins panties , but it was what my aunty did when only we were at home that had the biggest effect on me years later.... each morning she would shower then tell me to come in whilst she got dressed into her bra , girdle , suspenders and stockings , then ask me to feel how good her garments felt.... they did feel nice but I did not get aroused or anything... but it did have an effect on my psyche...I grew up as a normal boy does , had relationships with woman all my life , but never married....in the '90's I seen some magazines that featured transwomen and I got interested in how they looked so good with breasts and lingerie , but did not pursue it ...but it brought something into me , a desire that I tried so hard to hold off until 8 years ago...and I started looking at buying my own female underwear , I did , and off I went , firstly just panties , then bras , then lingerie.... I now wear these daily , but have stayed hidden from friends and family.... but I do want to have breasts , and have started massaging with oils and my buds have become noticeable to people , my nipples have come out and stick out through my t-shirts.... have had some asking me what is going on lol... so thats me in a nutshell , come here to find help and advice and learn from others in my situation , so G'day all.... Hi from Aussie