Since I first thought about my problem, I've become obsessed and very stressed out over it.
I believe something is wrong with me because I have come to understand that me, an FtM, like to crossdress. In skirts. And lipstick. And long hair. And high heels.
I feel like a guy, I identify as male, and soon, in the fall, I will be starting my new grade as a boy! Yet I like women's clothing!
As of now, I'm not sure if crossdressing has become something... "arousing", or what not, but I'm still confused!
What phases me is that, I want to wear male clothing, I want to be seen as male, but I like to dress as a woman would.
This is confusing the HECK out of me. I just need some kind of help from you guys. I feel like something's wrong, and I don't want this to hinder my plans of transitioning. Also, these... feelings, I suppose, are making me feel guilty... like I'm not man enough if I act on my feelings.
All replies are most definitely appreciated.