I find that people treat me a lot differently too. I mean, if you think of me as a guy, I look dweeby, but since people perceive me as female, they seem to think I have more of an "attitude." In a good way, like I'm some tough gal who knows what she wants. It's kind of cool I guess.
Dysphoria sucks...my boobs fill out when I gain weight too and it's bleh. I miss being thin. But weight loss is so difficult. I hit 5 pounds and then give up.
I went to help my mom at work. I was shocked twice today. I introduced myself to one of her coworkers, and not knowing what name to use, just didn't say anything other than "nice to meet you." And then my mom said "it's OK, she's aware of your situation so you can tell her which name you prefer." My mom never talks about it, so I'm amazed she'd tell coworkers on her own. And then in the restaurant I changed my mind and wanted to have Coke instead of water, so my mom said to the server "can she...er, he, have coke instead?" Seriously, what. the. hell. I was mindblown. But then she went back to the 'she' because I think it was still weird for her. But she tried it out! I wonder where that came from.
Wisdom tooth hurts.
No money to have it removed, unless I don't buy Christmas presents for anyone. May have to borrow money from the family.
