Hello world...
I am a 26 years old male-to-female transsexual from Zagreb. I am taking my hormones and all the stuff...
Everybody knows. My mother is very supportive...
Of course, SRS is also the part of my goal. Hopefully, I will undergo that in the next year...
But, despite all these breakthroughs, I felt somewhat incomplete...
Lonely...
Unhappy...
Until last year, when I met my best friend. She was also a transsexual. Very beautiful, only 20 years old. I loved her so much and everything seemed promising...
She committed a suicide on March 2011...
That devastated me. Every day is the pain for me. I will never met anyone like her...
Everyone turned their backs on me after that tragedy. Even a local trans group...
I am an outcast now. A loner. I don't have any friends...
My life became a true despair...
The most of time I play an electric guitar to keep myself sane. That was my inspiration since high school days...
But I can't wash away a terrible pain...
Maybe I should stop typing this...
