I'm pre everything, still checking out doubts about my gender. For days I've been looking at the shaving gel I picked up and not having the courage to use it. I don't have manly facial hair, just womanly peach fuzz. Its blonde and not consciously noticeable.but I know peach fuzz is a female characteristic, and that subconsciously people read that. So I shaved it off. I didn't know if it would really make much of a difference but I actually look more masculine. And I love how I look and feel when I look in the mirror. I seriously can't believe what a shift that made. Next step, haircut, buy a better binder, ask the people who know to use male pronouns, tell my brother. The first two will be easiest. It's hard to describe how good I feel right now, how right my face looks compared to how it did look to me.
