My boyfriend invited me to hang out with him for a short period of time. When I got there, he played video games for a good chunk of that time. I was happy to see him, but was not happy that he invited me over just so I could watch him play video games. I had other stuff I could have been doing.
I got into a debate with our friend over a topic that neither our friend nor my boyfriend agree with and that my boyfriend thinks is stupid. Now at least they know my stance on it because I usually keep quiet, but I had trouble getting my emotions back down even after knowing that my boyfriend isn't mad at me. (I didn't yell or anything. It just feels uncomfortable.)
I am still paranoid that showing annoyance and having a controversial opinion makes my boyfriend not want to be with me anymore. Even though he made it very clear he's not mad and he does want me around.
Actually, he made it pretty clear he loves me. He didn't say "I love you," but he told me I need "love and cuddles," proceeded to cuddle me, and told me that I make him happy. Me being me, I'm still paranoid.