I went shopping for a present for my Mom today..and I was so jealous of every ladies out there who wore pretty clothing that passed by me. I only wish I can be like them to go in shops and shop around the lady section. I guess I am just too shy to do it by myself. However, even if I manage to buy something I have no idea where I can put it, since I live with my family. I can't tell my family even though I know that they'll be supportive. As far as I can concern they already have enough to deal with and thus I don't want them to to be even more sad and confused. Maybe I am just scared who knows.. maybe it's time for me to move out of the house.
