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I keep looking for an argument

Started by Joe., December 10, 2013, 05:29:19 PM

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Joe.

I keep looking for an argument or a fight. I have this anger built up inside and I want an argument and to shout and scream at the top of my lungs. Part of it is attention. I keep feeling the need to seek attention even if it is negative. I don't kmow what's wrong with me. I feel like I want to get in a fight so I can just fight and the other person can beat me up and make me feel some form of pain.
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Devlyn

Well, I say you don't want to get in a fight, what are you going to do about it? <defiant>
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Lauren5

Welcome to the world of testosterone. It certainly makes me feel like that, and I can't wait until I rid myself of it.
Maybe take up boxing?
Hey, you've reached Lauren's signature! If you have any questions, want to talk, or just need a shoulder to cry on, leave me a message, and I'll get back to you.
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Started hormones: 26/3/14
FFS: No clue, winter/spring 2014/15 maybe?
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Joe.

I've thought about boxing but I don't have the money or confidence.

And I can't fight with you Devlyn,  you're too nice  :P

It's got to the point where I want to post 'F off' on somebody's post so that I get banned. I just want people to know I'm hurting, but there's nothing they can do.
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Devlyn

Hey, I did that and they didn't ban me..........immediately...........
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Joe.

I believe you spelt it phuck though   ;) followed by pinhead (still the best insult I've ever seen on there, plus, he totally deserved it)
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Ms. OBrien CVT


  
It does not take courage or bravery to change your gender.  It takes fear of living one more day in the wrong one.~me
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suzifrommd

Have you read my short story The Eve of Triumph?
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Joe.

None of the video links work on my tablet  :(
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Ms. OBrien CVT

Quote from: Pat Benatar - Hit me with you best shot.Hit me with your best shot
Why don't you hit me
With your best shot
Hit me with your best shot
Fire Away

  
It does not take courage or bravery to change your gender.  It takes fear of living one more day in the wrong one.~me
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Joe.

I love that song! I can't be mean to the people I like. I always feel angry walking around but I always help people too. I get nervous in public and get really uncomfortable.  I don't really know what that has to do with anything but talking helps.
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Ms. OBrien CVT

Quote from: Joe. on December 10, 2013, 06:14:22 PM
snip       I don't really know what that has to do with anything but talking helps.

That, my dear brother, is why we are here.


Love Ya.

  
It does not take courage or bravery to change your gender.  It takes fear of living one more day in the wrong one.~me
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DriftingCrow

Have you been watching Fight Club:laugh:

I love the scene where Ed Norton starts punching himself in the face in his bosses office.
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Devlyn

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