I keep looking for an argument or a fight. I have this anger built up inside and I want an argument and to shout and scream at the top of my lungs. Part of it is attention. I keep feeling the need to seek attention even if it is negative. I don't kmow what's wrong with me. I feel like I want to get in a fight so I can just fight and the other person can beat me up and make me feel some form of pain.

Well, I say you don't want to get in a fight, what are you going to do about it? <defiant>

Welcome to the world of testosterone. It certainly makes me feel like that, and I can't wait until I rid myself of it.
Maybe take up boxing?

I've thought about boxing but I don't have the money or confidence.

And I can't fight with you Devlyn,  you're too nice 

It's got to the point where I want to post 'F off' on somebody's post so that I get banned. I just want people to know I'm hurting, but there's nothing they can do.

Hey, I did that and they didn't ban me..........immediately...........

I believe you spelt it phuck though    followed by pinhead (still the best insult I've ever seen on there, plus, he totally deserved it)

OK Joe >>>

None of the video links work on my tablet 

Quote from: Pat Benatar - Hit me with you best shot.Hit me with your best shot
Why don't you hit me
With your best shot
Hit me with your best shot
Fire Away

I love that song! I can't be mean to the people I like. I always feel angry walking around but I always help people too. I get nervous in public and get really uncomfortable.  I don't really know what that has to do with anything but talking helps.

Quote from: Joe. on December 10, 2013, 06:14:22 PM
snip       I don't really know what that has to do with anything but talking helps.

That, my dear brother, is why we are here.


Love Ya.

Have you been watching Fight Club? 

I love the scene where Ed Norton starts punching himself in the face in his bosses office.

Quote from: suzifrommd on December 10, 2013, 06:05:14 PM

you beat me to it 

No, she didn't.

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 10, 2013, 07:21:07 PM
No, she didn't.

Devlyn, this thread is for arguments, not abuse!