I occasionally hang out with friends at gay clubs and wear men's clothes. It's harder to pass as a guy now that I have super-long hair but I can kinda get away with it if I wear a baseball cap. I found this picture from a drag party I went to where I lip-synced to something by Eminem. This was 5 years post-op:
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And here's a pic again of my little transition trajectory from 21-yo femmy gayboy to 25-yo pre-op to the 38-year old pre-menopausal old trans lady.
![Smiley :)](https://www.susans.org/Smileys/susans/smiley.gif)
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For some reason I've always really loved how malleable my appearance is. Hurrah for gender fluidity!
EDIT: Oh, and here's a full-body picture as a proper woman, from a somewhat risqué dance piece I was in. I ended up getting involved with the boy in the picture!