Story of a disturbed boy

[Emi]

Hi. (Didn't want to say "good evening" because I live in France and it's about 1:15 a.m. here and it's an english-speaking forum...)
I don't know where to start... So, let's start with the beginning.
I'm a french boy (so, sorry if I don't perfectly speak english). I have ever been considered like a feminine one because I'm very sensible and I never want to be and do like other boys (yay, punk forever ! ^•^ ) and I think people reactions and speeches about myself slowly changed me...
Since months now (or perhaps one or two years) I discovered Male-To-Female (scuse me if I dont use appropriate words) topics, people, etc on the web and, while reading some people that changed their appearance's stories, I thought I was reading my own story. I'm not gay, I like women and I even already had a short love story with a girl, but I really want to become one. I mean, I want to look like a woman, but I want to keep my sex. If so, I would maybe finally be happy, because my actual life is a hell for me. I have no friends and I seem weird for many ones due to my bad reputation with boys and girls, and due to the fact that I spoke to a former friend of mine that I was interested in ->-bleeped-<-. I dont really know how to explain all of this because I'm not english, but I think this forum's community will understand how I feel and what I think I am. I'm... feeling like a trapped girl in a boy body and like nobody understand me and I want to be that girl in me... I'm not meaning I'm gay, I said it, I love women, but I'm kinda excited by transexual women and I want to be one...

Hoping you'll understand and help me.
~A disturbed boy.

[FalseHybridPrincess]

Of course we ll understand you

Pretty much everyone here has similar experiences and thoughs 

Welcome and good luck with your transition, hhhhm I dont know if you feel ready to do it yet , but you are super young if you were to do it now you d become an awesome girl,,,

[Gina Taylor]

Bonjour Lonely French

Welcome to our family here at Susan's. I'm sure that once you look through the many forums, I'm sure that you'll be a little more comfortable with who and what you are.

[Devlyn]

Hi LonelyFrench, welcome to Susan's Place! I live near Boston. Glad you found the site, hugs, Devlyn

[V M]

Hi Lonely French 

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[LordKAT]

Welcome to Susan's. There is a lot of information here to help sort your thoughts. We even have another French lady as I recall.

[Emi]

Thanks for the help you will give to me. I'm reading the rules and the other important topics (and dont worry I know my age can be an important and dangerous topic, V M ...).
I don't think I'm "ready for the transition" yet, I just told a friend some things about it and nobody in family know my feelings... My friend told me I should speak to a psychologist first...
I'm not even sure coming to this forum was the first thing to do... (I found Susan's Place while searching for "how to become ladyboy" on google for the fact...  )

Merry Chrismas
~A lonely french boy

[Devlyn]

Thanks for the help you will give to me. I'm reading the rules and the other important topics (and dont worry I know my age can be an important and dangerous topic, V M ...).
I don't think I'm "ready for the transition" yet, I just told a friend some things about it and nobody in family know my feelings... My friend told me I should speak to a psychologist first...
I'm not even sure coming to this forum was the first thing to do... (I found Susan's Place while searching for "how to become ladyboy" on google for the fact...  )

Merry Chrismas
~A lonely french boy

Sure enough, I googled that and we're the top listing. We don't have a lot of members who identify as ladyboys, but we sure have plenty of room! Hugs, Devlyn

[Ms. OBrien CVT]

Hi Lonely French,

Welcome to our little family. Over 9038 members. That would be one heck of a family reunion.

Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.

But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister.


Janet  )O(

[Emi]

Thanks for your replies
I don't know if the word "ladyboy" is very respectuous, so ... I'll dont use it but... is "transsexual" more correct ? Please tell me I'm new ^^'

Good night, it's 2:15 in France...

Have a good year ending !
~That new disturbed boy

[LordKAT]

Joyeux Noël, M. French

[gennee]

Hi Lonely French and welcome to Susan's.

[Jessica Merriman]

A big warm welcome to the family! Starting your new journey here is not a bad thing. It lets you know several things such as you are not alone, you are not strange or unusual, you can get the courage to proceed, you can discover the transition process and all that is required and finally, you have support, understanding and compassion from us. Even if you never transition you have a whole new group of family to talk to, dream with, rant, vent or share the good in your life. Sounds like a good thing. doesn't it? Please feel at home while you are here! 

[Monta Pimpis]

Welcome in Susan's Place

[Emi]

You are my best chrismas gift ever 

[Jamie D]

Hi. (Didn't want to say "good evening" because I live in France and it's about 1:15 a.m. here and it's an english-speaking forum...)
I don't know where to start... So, let's start with the beginning.
I'm a french boy (so, sorry if I don't perfectly speak english). I have ever been considered like a feminine one because I'm very sensible and I never want to be and do like other boys (yay, punk forever ! ^•^ ) and I think people reactions and speeches about myself slowly changed me...
Since months now (or perhaps one or two years) I discovered Male-To-Female (scuse me if I dont use appropriate words) topics, people, etc on the web and, while reading some people that changed their appearance's stories, I thought I was reading my own story. I'm not gay, I like women and I even already had a short love story with a girl, but I really want to become one. I mean, I want to look like a woman, but I want to keep my sex. If so, I would maybe finally be happy, because my actual life is a hell for me. I have no friends and I seem weird for many ones due to my bad reputation with boys and girls, and due to the fact that I spoke to a former friend of mine that I was interested in ->-bleeped-<-. I dont really know how to explain all of this because I'm not english, but I think this forum's community will understand how I feel and what I think I am. I'm... feeling like a trapped girl in a boy body and like nobody understand me and I want to be that girl in me... I'm not meaning I'm gay, I said it, I love women, but I'm kinda excited by transexual women and I want to be one...

Hoping you'll understand and help me.
~A disturbed boy.

Fear not!  We have a number of Members in France, as well as many French-speaking Members from Quebec and other places in the world.  If you wish to post in French, the membership can use Google Translate to read your post.

[Emi]

Ok ^^
But I prefer to use english because Google Translate isn't exact and so it won't translate my exact feelings...

[LordKAT]

Ok ^^
But I prefer to use english because Google Translate isn't exact and so it won't translate my exact feelings...

Which is cool because practicing another language helps it stick and your English is actually really good.

[Emi]

Thanks LordKAT ^^
I'm often speaking on the internet with strangers so I have to know how to speak english ^^

Shouldnt I post in another thread now ? I just saw my presentation one is long now.

[LordKAT]

Good idea, jump into the BAN thread and start banning people.