Hi. (Didn't want to say "good evening" because I live in France and it's about 1:15 a.m. here and it's an english-speaking forum...)
I don't know where to start... So, let's start with the beginning.
I'm a french boy (so, sorry if I don't perfectly speak english). I have ever been considered like a feminine one because I'm very sensible and I never want to be and do like other boys (yay, punk forever ! ^•^ ) and I think people reactions and speeches about myself slowly changed me...
Since months now (or perhaps one or two years) I discovered Male-To-Female (scuse me if I dont use appropriate words) topics, people, etc on the web and, while reading some people that changed their appearance's stories, I thought I was reading my own story. I'm not gay, I like women and I even already had a short love story with a girl, but I really want to become one. I mean, I want to look like a woman, but I want to keep my sex. If so, I would maybe finally be happy, because my actual life is a hell for me. I have no friends and I seem weird for many ones due to my bad reputation with boys and girls, and due to the fact that I spoke to a former friend of mine that I was interested in ->-bleeped-<-. I dont really know how to explain all of this because I'm not english, but I think this forum's community will understand how I feel and what I think I am. I'm... feeling like a trapped girl in a boy body and like nobody understand me and I want to be that girl in me... I'm not meaning I'm gay, I said it, I love women, but I'm kinda excited by transexual women and I want to be one...
Hoping you'll understand and help me.
~A disturbed boy.