I am in love. Crazily, stupidly, madly in love. She's everything I could ever dream of and one day I want to see her in a wedding dress, holding my hands. Every time I fall in love, I think "this is it, this is the one I'm going to spend my life with" but never before have I so desperately been longing for someone. It's scary, oh dear it's scary. And I love it.