I want to change my avatar on my facebook to the one I just changed it to here for Valentine's day. I wonder why since I'm pretty indifferent to Valentine's day. Maybe I just think it's fun?
Anyway, I'm trying to figure out what to say about it that encompasses that Loki represents me without sounding like I'm trying to be like him (I don't have to try. The whole reason I like him is because he's uncannily similar) and while making it clear that I know I'm not desirable and that I'm ok with that without making myself seem undateable. Also, I do not mean it to be a romantic gesture towards anyone. It's just a Valentine's themed picture. That I am, for some reason, putting thought into. Why I am putting thought into it?
Why is it I want someone to be interested in me? That makes me feel kind of pathetic. I don't like it.
It's a little weird that I would rather use a picture of a fictional character to represent me than I would a picture of myself. Looking at him feels more like looking in a mirror than looking in a mirror does. I still see a stranger most of the time.
Speaking of which, I should show you guys a picture of me with straight hair.