What are you thinking? 7.0

[Adam (birkin)]

You might find some loose change you can add to your surgery fund. 



I'm thinking that I can feel the effects of me exercising more and eating a bit better.  Though I have been slacking off lately, I notice that I don't need to rest my back on a pillow as much when I'm on the laptop.

Haha good point! Well, I cleaned half the room. I'm playing Resident Evil 5, since 6 got broken. Trying to beat it once and for all on Pro Mode! Not easy but on a few chapters I got an S Rank.

[King Malachite]

RE 6 got broken?  Nooooo!  Ouch.   

[Tossu-sama]

Oh, I have hysto consultation next Thursday. o_O
Almost forgot.

[Shantel]

Oh, I have hysto consultation next Thursday. o_O
Almost forgot.

One giant step forward for Tossu-sama!

[Adam (birkin)]

RE 6 got broken?  Nooooo!  Ouch.   

I know, it's a good thing I love my dog. -_- She tripped on the Xbox cord while I was playing, and the Xbox tipped, then I heard this horrible scraping noise and the laser bit had scraped a bit, circular dent all around the disc. Pretty much beyond repair.

[Tossu-sama]

One giant step forward for Tossu-sama!

Indeed it is, considering that surgery will be the last step in my transition with my current mind set. :B

[King Malachite]

I know, it's a good thing I love my dog. -_- She tripped on the Xbox cord while I was playing, and the Xbox tipped, then I heard this horrible scraping noise and the laser bit had scraped a bit, circular dent all around the disc. Pretty much beyond repair.

THat is awful!  I'm surprised th Xbox didn't go out.  I remember when my cat broke my ps2, I probably threw her about 6 feet outside.  I was pissed off and had to us all of my change to buy another one.

[Calder Smith]

Malachite is playing GTA V on PSN and I'm wondering if I should buy it myself.

[Adam (birkin)]

YO. There's a (trans) guy in Israel with the same last name as me! My last name is super duper rare, so...weird. And he has features like mine too...I'm not Jewish though, so, doubt we are related.

[V M]

Daylight savings time is kind of a pain in the butt    But I am glad that it will stay light out a little longer

[King Malachite]

Malachite is playing GTA V on PSN and I'm wondering if I should buy it myself.

For some reason I can't copy and paste, but I have a thread in my blog titled "GTA V Review" so you may find that helpful in aiding in your decision.

[Adam (birkin)]

It seems like a lot of my life has been spent telling myself "it won't always be this way." Before I accepted liking women, or before I accepted I was trans..."oh, you just need to get older, then you'll love being a woman, AND you'll like guys too when you meet the right one, just wait and this will all be OK." When I came out as a lesbian "just get used to this and you'll like being female, you won't feel this way and it'll be great." Followed by three years of "soon you'll be able to move out and start hormones, just keep working at school."

Now it's "soon you won't see a woman's face in the mirror, soon you won't have boobs, one day you'll have a proper penis." When will I NOT be telling myself that it's going to get better? When will I actually look into the mirror and not see a girl looking back? I'm 2 years on T soon (well, for 9 months I was on an unstable dose and only had small changes...but still).

[Edge]

When will I NOT be telling myself that it's going to get better? When will I actually look into the mirror and not see a girl looking back?

I wonder that too.

[Nero]

You guys'll get there. But once you're there, it's kind of anticlimactic. For me anyway. And once the dysphoria is gone, you wonder if it was really so bad in the first place. At least I do. You know, like how a lot of cis people think they'd have no problem dealing with being the opposite sex. Except I know it wasn't like that. But yeah, sadly the most euphoric I've probably ever been was in the transition planning and dreaming stage. Now it's just kinda like, meh.

[Adam (birkin)]

You guys'll get there. But once you're there, it's kind of anticlimactic. For me anyway. And once the dysphoria is gone, you wonder if it was really so bad in the first place. At least I do. You know, like how a lot of cis people think they'd have no problem dealing with being the opposite sex. Except I know it wasn't like that. But yeah, sadly the most euphoric I've probably ever been was in the transition planning and dreaming stage. Now it's just kinda like, meh.

That's actually pretty encouraging. I honestly just want to reach a point where my life is boring, at least in terms of gender stuff. At least, relatively so...like more emotionally stable and not constantly worrying about this thing that I'm working at.

[Calder Smith]

I wonder if I'll ever find someone that wants to be with me.

I'm a hopeless romantic..

[JaimeD]

This month marks ten years on hrt and I haven't regretted it one iota.

[Adam (birkin)]

This month marks ten years on hrt and I haven't regretted it one iota.

For some reason I read that as "ten months" and I was like "omg, you look AMAZING for ten months!" Congrats, ten years is a huge milestone.

[JaimeD]

For some reason I read that as "ten months" and I was like "omg, you look AMAZING for ten months!" Congrats, ten years is a huge milestone.

lol, here is one that was after ten months of hrt, it was taken at first event back in January of 05

[Nero]

For some reason I read that as "ten months" and I was like "omg, you look AMAZING for ten months!" Congrats, ten years is a huge milestone.

lol, here is one that was after ten months of hrt, it was taken at first event back in January of 05

Gorgeous even then!