Quote from: CandiceSkirvin on June 21, 2014, 12:41:09 PM
This is definitely the first time I have read such a case so I am quite intrigued. You are saying that you were born male and you like your male body, which to me says you're cisgender, and yet you say that you are a girl but like being a girl in a male body? You also ask why there aren't any resources for people like you--what resources could there be if you are happy with your body and your mind already? What exactly do you need help with?
If you are truly happy in body and mind then there is no need to change either one. Right?
What I'm not happy with is society. I'm not cisgender, it's just that changing my body won't change anything for me. I'm from a small college town and found myself in the small LGBT community there and could be myself. I had to leave long ago because there was no work, and I was tired of living with my parents. I've tried living in many different cities since then, but have yet to find my way into the type of community I feel comfortable being myself in. I've been alone for so long, I don't feel comfortable around people at all. I'm essentially a cross dressing urban hermit. I gradually progressed to this, I used to try and go out the the bars and clubs, I just almost never meet anyone that way. It's funny, I just moved to yet another new city, and I haven't even really tried to go out yet. Here it is a weekend night, and yet again, I'm sitting at home drinking by myself, though I am wearing a cute new outfit I just bought this afternoon.
As for the Genderfluid and A, society won't let me wear an outfit like I'm wearing now in public, I tone it down to what society can accept, and have to further tone it down at work. There's many other situations where I have to act like and present as a guy. I hate it, but need a job, and don't want to be harassed, as I am sometimes when I push the limit as to how androgynous a MAAB can dress and act in this society.