penis envy suicidal

[GreenDragon]

I was born female
But im very depressed with that fact
I have suicidal thoughts
I want to have a real penis.
Experience intercourse as a man, not use a strap on with no feelings at all .
I feel really like a imcomplete Guy without having a penis.

[Jo-is-amazing]

This is the reality of our situations. None of us will ever have our ideal genitals. Bottom surgery does help some trans* men and women accept what they have, and the results of these surgeries can be truly quite astounding. As much as it sucks that we have to do this you should look into your options it might give you some hope.

If you're still really depressed about it I suggest you turn your focus elsewhere and appreciate the parts of you and your personality that make you feel masculine. When I get down that works for me
(albeit the other way round :p)

[Taka]

live on, so you can experience the day when science can create a functional one with feeling.
wouldn't you regret if there is a life after death, where you find out this was only a few years into the future?

i also want one, but finally decided to make do with what i can get.
there are cis guy who survive without one too.

[Pikachu]

I feel for you. I have to live with what I've got, since GRS is way too expensive for me. I just sorta try to forget what's down there. It works most of the time. But then, I'm not a very sexual person.

[Mitchell the Deathbell]

I can relate, really.
I, too, judge myself because of my lack of male genitalia (biologically I'm female.) I just try to remember what makes a man to me: what's between his legs or what's in his heart and mind? It's the heart, mind, and soul.
Unfortunately society would say a penis is what makes a man and a vagina is what makes a woman, but I've found this to be very untrue. And so would the many trans people on this Earth.
Please stay with us, you never know when things will get brighter unless you stick around to find out. You have support here.

[suzifrommd]

Hugs. One of the most painful aspects of being trans: That our physical ideals for ourselves and the opportunities they present, will always be out of reach.

I wonder if it would help if you acknowledged your kinship with the men who lost their genitals on the field of battle or to cancer. Your pasts is different, but your present is the same. You're both guys who have been dispossessed of the primary center of masculinity.

[makipu]

there are cis guy who survive without one too.

I didn't know about this. How common is it?

[Athena]

Please if you think that you might want to harm yourself, get help. If you aren't already in therapy try to get a qualified gender therapist.