What made you happy today? For mtF members only, please. 2.0

[FrancisAnn]

Franny Annie, you are so boy crazy! I can respect that, even though I'm a lesbian.

Dee, I've always loved boys or men. A handsome tall man makes my panties get wet as they say. I'm just a normal heterosexual woman that needs a good sex life. Oh me my sunflowers look great, a nice new bloom today, so pretty. I've always been feminine & so glad, my first older boy was in the 10th grade. He was great, such a hunk. I should have been born 100% female......, it's been a frustrating life without a normal body.

[MackenzyJae]

The only problem with that FrancisAnn, is I am in a relationship of 17yrs with a man that I do so terribly adore. I have suffered many years of doubt and depression with major rounds of therapy. I have never told my mate how I truly felt about myself until last year. When I told him that I wanted to/was going to transition, we discussed the remainder of our lives. He said that he loves me and wants me to stay with him for a safe environment for me to transition. In a couple of years he would marry me and we could stay together, just not have sex because he is NOT attracted to women. I am SO torn!! I don't want to hurt my beau, but I do feel guilty that he may be sacrificing the rest of his happiness for my sake.

[Dee Marshall]

Dee, I've always loved boys or men. A handsome tall man makes my panties get wet as they say. I'm just a normal heterosexual woman that needs a good sex life. Oh me my sunflowers look great, a nice new bloom today, so pretty. I've always been feminine & so glad, my first older boy was in the 10th grade. He was great, such a hunk. I should have been born 100% female......, it's been a frustrating life without a normal body.

Frustrating indeed! I didn't realize I was female until late in life. Being a lesbian MtoF makes that realization come really hard, especially in the mid west in the 60s.

The only problem with that FrancisAnn, is I am in a relationship of 17yrs with a man that I do so terribly adore. I have suffered many years of doubt and depression with major rounds of therapy. I have never told my mate how I truly felt about myself until last year. When I told him that I wanted to/was going to transition, we discussed the remainder of our lives. He said that he loves me and wants me to stay with him for a safe environment for me to transition. In a couple of years he would marry me and we could stay together, just not have sex because he is NOT attracted to women. I am SO torn!! I don't want to hurt my beau, but I do feel guilty that he may be sacrificing the rest of his happiness for my sake.

I'm in almost the same boat. I've been married for 35 years. Randi asked for a divorce, she can't be a lesbian even by implication., but, she doesn't want me to leave and says I can date. It's painful seeing her every day, but joyful, too.

[MackenzyJae]

Frustrating indeed! I didn't realize I was female until late in life. Being a lesbian MtoF makes that realization come really hard, especially in the mid west in the 60s.I'm in almost the same boat. I've been married for 35 years. Randi asked for a divorce, she can't be a lesbian even by implication., but, she doesn't want me to leave and says I can date. It's painful seeing her every day, but joyful, too.

Yes, I have some very tough decisions to make. I have only been transitioning for about 6 mos, with being on hormones the last 2 of them. I knew this would be difficult on the both of us, just didn't realize it would be mostly on my part! My mate has been telling me that he doesn't want to be with anyone else, and I did not plan that for myself either. I really do love him, I have spent half my life with him. My emotions are just all over the place and my work associate gets me so worked up that I can't function. He has never done or said anything rude/sexual in manner to me. We have good conversation, tells me I'm beautiful, and he gives the best hugs on the face of the planet!!! Which for me really sets him apart from most men I come in contact with...ever. Going into this new journey, I didn't think about the possibility of having feelings for another man.

[FrancisAnn]

Mackenzy, Oh girl you are in a tough spot. But to me you are kinda lucky. I've really never loved anyone. I've been with lots of men & so enjoyed sex but love them, no. I have never felt right at all about myself, my body has never been correct to really enjoy a man....or one life.........Lots of men have loved me, marriage proposals, ......but I never accepted or opened my heart to them, I was not physically correct, kinda of a lost soul.  Good luck & good luck to all of us trying to find our best place in this world.

[KathyLauren]

I am happy because I am one lucky girl.  My wife still loves me, even after dropping the T-bomb on her. My next-door neighbour turns out to be the best ally I could have.  How much more random can a person be than a next-door neighbour?  Yet I couldn't have chosen better if I'd picked her myself.  And my brother and a couple of old friends that I came out to by email are on my side.  I am enjoying some good karma.

[FrancisAnn]

OK Cupid works great. I've had so many men from all over the world reply to my profile. Even if too far away nice men wish me well for my GRS & becoming more of an attractive happy confident sexy woman. Also there have been quite a few local men that seem nice. No one yet that I've dated but I'm talking with several nice men. Such a relief to find a safe means to find a nice man to enjoy. I will make him so happy when we finally connect. I so love being with a tall handsome stud man, so lovely.

[Jin]

A cute guy was flirting with me in the elevator this morning!

[Dee Marshall]

A cute guy was flirting with me in the elevator this morning!

I've gotten that a time or two at work. It give me a lift but at the same time I find it weird and a little disconcerting. Guys, as I've said before, are not my thing and most of these are closer to my son's age than mine.

[FrancisAnn]

A nice visit with my electrolysis lady today for a touch up of fine white hairs. One of her older clients dropped by, a woman in her late 60's that completed her GRS 4-5 years ago. She was nice but dressed oh so conservative. We were a lot alike, she cried when they would not let her wear a dress in the first grade...I felt the same way. 

[PaulaW]

I am happy today!  Got my other ear pierced, today. I've been running around lop-sided for three months now! Now when I buy new ear rings, I can wear them as a set. Not sure what to do with a dozen ear rings that I can't find the match to.

[Riverfox]

It's sunny out, I have the day off, and a ridiculously huge salad is in front of me. 

[alex82]

Confirmation that I'm a viable candidate for laser treatment.

Already had it from a private clinic, but didn't believe them entirely. Got it from an NHS clinic - I believe them - they wouldn't even suggest it was possible if it wasn't, considering they're paying.

My facial hairs run from blonde through red (shame) to brown and almost black (great). So around half should work with IPL. The boredom of electrolysis halved - fantastic. Even if it's not as permanent and has to be repeated, it's barely painful - my pain threshold is high. My boredom threshold is not high at all, and electrolysis bores me to hell.

The woman was really sweet, she said that in addition to all those colours "I don't know how to tell you this, but, erm, some of them are grey'. I laughed and said, yeah, I noticed a couple of years ago when my roots were showing that premature greying was occurring at the temples, so no surprise that the face is the same as the head hair. So it's continued electrolysis for those.

[Katrina]

Ran up the stairs and for the first time felt boob whiplash. =O

[FrancisAnn]

One more day to relax then more plastic surgery on my face tomorrow. I'm having a scar removed from my lower lip & this is the second surgery on it. Then the doc is going to do injections in my lips to make them fuller. He does great work for women & I'm excited to see how this looks later. I'd love some nicer kissable lips for a man. 

[Jin]

I can wear them as a set. Not sure what to do with a dozen ear rings that I can't find the match to.

Who says they have to match? That rule belongs in the same category as the "only girls can wear panties" rule.

[kaitylynn]

Ran up the stairs and for the first time felt boob whiplash. =O

Just a thought, if you like jumping down the stairs...hug the girls, cause if you can feel them going up, you will surely feel them when they try to touch your feet!!!!

[alex82]

Not shaving the upper lip and no shadow left there.

[FrancisAnn]

My plastic surgeon sure does good work on my body & face. Such nice full balanced lips now. Very kissable lips for any man......I can't wait to kiss a nice man......Happy Dance. Juvederm is great stuff if you want to improve your shape some.....

[FrancisAnn]

OK Cupid has sure done a great job for me, OMG so many men have reviewed my profile & there are some local men that are so handsome, well endowed & searching for a nice woman. I seem to be a perfect match for 3-4 men, happy dance. Maybe some very physical nice romance soon.