I'm actually not sure what kind of guys I find attractive. Cause oddly enough it seems that the more handsome a guy is to me, the less of a spark I'm likely to feel for him. I like the ragged old ones that no one seems to understand why I'm drawn towards, not even me, I just am somehow. I haven't figured out the reason behind that yet, but I think it has something to do with that I can't seem to be in love with and sexually attracted to the same types of guys. Or the same guy, for that matter. It's just either or.
So ultimately I kind of end up going with pretty much any kind of guy in which size, shape, age, or looks in general don't matter and I don't take into account. Only chemistry, communication and connection does. Cause those are the things that either makes me be into him or not. It's easy to find hookups that way, maybe too easy even, but I'm also known to have "no standards" and that I would "sleep with anyone who has a pulse" so yeah. And then all of my romantic/long term relationships end up being more or less completely asexual instead. Oh, well *deep sigh* to that, I guess.