Well i am blown away by the transformations.. harly and chelsea and all the others just wow..
i find many of these pages hard to look at, as i hope i will end up there or somewhere near.. the timeline pages depress me as i am blown completely away at the amazing changes esp for those near my age (40) like good lord wow. and the stories that go with it, breaks my heart. i think my biggest issue is my hair, its fairly thin, and still keeps failing out, no bald spots but still its a concern..
sigh my transformation journey has been glacial for various reasons and about to accelerate to where i should be ( i will no longer be holding myself back. i simply cant anymore and i wont be in the closet with people i care about anymore, even work
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others can see the changes in my face, the body changes are obv (and stealth will simply not be an option for too much longer), all i see in the mirror each day is the old me and cringe each and every morning. not to mention being a perfectionist to a large degree is another issue i am working on.
anyway just blown away, and while at times i am like depressed about my outcomes (i imagine worse than what it will be i am sure) and still come here for encouragement. keep it up
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in 2 months after my makeover i will def post a few pics