Hi Leah
I hope you will have the chance to find yourself as fast as possible. I did not have the chance to do this, and I don't know on how much fun time in my life I missed out on.
I found that it really helps and is liberating to have somebody to talk to, an find that you are not alone!
I also googled to find a local LGBTQ support group, and I joint that one, and I also found a Meet up group, which I joined.