LAst week I went to Sweden with a travelling company of 20 people , of all ages, and 5 guides!

On the first day some people asked whether I wanted to be talked to as a he or she.....gawd, I wish that never happened haHa

Oh well....at day 5, 2 days before we left to go back to Holland I was sitting in a group with people my age (24) and we started talking and things....and suddenly a lesbian girl said "I have an opinion about you but Im not sure if you want to hear it "..So I got curious and asked her if we could sit on the nearby grassfield to hear what she had to say.
WE went over to the grassfield and then she said she fell in love with me. Never before did she she fall in love with a male, saying that I was special and emitting something she was very attracted to.
I was shocked...how could a "guy" be any interest for a lesbian? I still think about that....but she said she didnt like men in how they look and act to be attractive for her.
I felt very appreciated at that moment, especially after she said there were definately girls that would like me. I felt attracted to her aswell, something I didnt expect because I normally like long black haired more feminine looking women. She is more the alternative punky type with short hair
WE chatted and kisses a lot that night. The next morning we both felt guilty about our declarations , knowing that she has a girlfriend who she is in a terrible relationship with ( people advised her to stop with it before the vacation began, and her girlfriend is depressed and often suicidal)
So I said she had to work out her own relationship first. After I got home I got a text message with her telephonenumber. I called her excitedly and we talked for an hour .
But whats really bothering me, and I told her that - she thought about it too, was the part when we would get closer, more intimate. Shes a lesbian, and I am not a woman bodily...so the thought of having sex frightens and scares me since I know I cant compete with a woman on that part and might dissapoint her and myself. I really dont want that to happen but neither will I lie to my psychologist and say I want a sex change...thats just not me....I like my penis. But its really bothering me and I am close to saying to her that I want to be friends instead of something that might evolve into something more intimate
The whole situation seems like a rarity to me, with a pretty and dark face
Does anyone have experience with it?
I am not sure if I should continue