There's a girly way to sleep?
(I just sprawl across the whole bed, limbs splayed everywhere. Who wouldn't, when you have a queen and you share it with a guy who sleeps all perfectly still and neat and straight on his side?)
Shopping makes me feel good, actually, I've been compulsively shopping since I came out. The bigger and better looking my wardrobe gets, the more like an ordinary guy I feel, and the more options I have when I want to leave the house. Also, shopping gives me the opportunity to go into men's departments in stores and get called "sir" and flirted with by cute gay guys. The guy in Abercrombie today was smoking.
A related thing that does kind of trigger me though is being flirted with by girls. I literally have no idea what to do or how to flirt back - I'm not used to girls even talking to me, much less flirting with me - and it just reminds me of all the stuff I missed out on learning when I was growing up. It helps, actually, that I look so young because people don't think it's weird when I get awkward. I really envy a lot of cis gay guys though - you know the ones who can make a woman feel beautiful and sexy while simultaneously making it obvious that they're not interested in that way? I want to be able to do that, but I don't know how.
My major recent dysphoria trigger: passing in a store or business or class, answering to "sir" or "dude" or "he," and then being outed by my name when I have to show my credit card or ID or answer when attendance is called.
