If I have to fill out female on one more form this week, I may just drive a truck through my school. On a Saturday at 3 am of course so I don't kill anyone. But still. It feels like I'm blatantly lying and also pisses me off a LOT. And the stupid secretary was telling me about how there's makeup that you can put on to hide bags under your eyes because I mentioned that people don't think I get enough sleep because of them, because she implied that I never sleep or something. Lady, stop comparing me to your daughter just because she got a short haircut or wore "baggy boy pants" when she was my age. She grew up a lot and is now a beautiful young woman who wears interesting outfits and cosplays? Great for her, but I don't care!
And every day I've had people come up to me and say how "cute" my haircut is. Cute. Would you say that to a boy? No. Would you ask him if he chose to make it that short? Hell no. So why are you annoying me, go away. Also don't look so confused when I shoot you a withering look for screaming my birthname in the hallway every time you see me, you know my situation and are accepting so quit it.
On the other hand a person I hadn't told came up to me, used my preferred name and said it was cool. They all think it's cool for some reason, like getting a tattoo or riding a motorcycle. It's not cool when you're stuck in a building whose staff thinks you're a girl, it sucks.
Now I just need to figure out how to tell these people to stop ruining my day all the time, it always happens just when I've forgotten that I'm not a cisguy with a lack of proper facial hair.
