I hate myself, i have been told i look good and i don't know why when i look in the mirror i don't know if i'm looking at a boy or a girl physically

I just need to get this out before i burst, i feel like hiding away i feel so ugly.

what's wrong with me, am i really ugly and people are just being nice to me or am i just a psycho?

help! i'm going crazy UGH!!! *Bang Bang*

I also hate the fact that i feel so lonely, i feel like there is nowhere i belong and nobody wants me around.

Quote from: Donna Troy on July 07, 2013, 10:40:29 PM
I hate myself, i have been told i look good and i don't know why when i look in the mirror i don't know if i'm looking at a boy or a girl physically

I just need to get this out before i burst, i feel like hiding away i feel so ugly.

what's wrong with me, am i really ugly and people are just being nice to me or am i just a psycho?

help! i'm going crazy UGH!!! *Bang Bang*

Donna in all the pics I've seen of you look beautiful! And I've told you that too! But the problem is not how I'm seeing you it's how your seeing yourself that is the problem. The truth is I and everyone else can tell you your pretty but until you see that for yourself it's not going to do a bit of good.
Donna your not crazy you just have low self-esteem which is making you focus on the negative when all everybody else is seeing is a beautiful young woman. Your going to have to work your way through these problems if your ever going to be happy with yourself. And btw I'm not saying this to be nice I mean it you are beautiful! 

Again, Donna, if this site was having a contest for beautiful girls who have zero self-esteem whatsoever, you'd take the cake.

Every single time I hear you use the word "ugly" to describe yourself, every single time you say you see a guy in the mirror, my reaction is "OMG, is this girl freaking blind?" I just don't see how it's even possible for you to feel that way. I really don't.

Trust me, your problem is NOT external. It's internal. If you could see yourself in the same way that we see you, you'd never have self-esteem issues again. Trust me.

And it's REALLY scary to read things like "nobody wants me around." That to me sounds like you're not only having self-esteem issues, but actually burying yourself in a self-defeating cycle of depressive thoughts that are seriously in danger of consuming you. PLEASE, do not let that happen! Don't let that little voice inside tell you that you're all alone and that nobody cares about you. We do care. So please, don't tell yourself that nobody does.