#1. Being punished as a young child, say, 4-7, I was punished for numeruos things that boys don`t do. Out of frustration my mom would shake me by my hair and screem at me. I played with girls. ran with girls, sang with girls, but was punished for being like girls, (myself).
#2. For servival, I watched what boys did and how they act really closely. When I started school they had to hold me back because they thought I had learning disabilities. No I dont!!!!! I was preoccupied with trying to act like a boy so the boys would stop saying," ewww you act like a girl" and the girls would say," ewwww go away this is girls only.
#3. To depressed for edjucation. I missed out all the way through school. I was depressed and progressingly worse as years went on. I would loose bits and peaces of my self worth every year I would have to act for acceptance. Again for servival; I learnd to stop the teasing and bulliing through violance. With my male body, size, and cordination I was capable of learning to punch but used this as little as possible. I hated hurting people.
#4. My children.......................................................................
