I passed on web chat today on omegle it was awesome , I hate mirrors I hate pictures , but today I like who I am , I hope for more days like this  im getting better I think , I dont look as bad as i feel , im accepting who I am , what I am , where im going , its great 

*hug*  That's great to hear!  There will be ups and downs, but with time I'm sure you will find the ups outweigh the downs.  Hold on to this feeling and save it for the future when you feel discouraged. 

Meanwhile, Congratulations!!! 

May you have many, many such experiences.

Good for you. Now print that out, put it on a wall or mirror and when you get down look at it and remember how you feel right now. Use it to remember you have hope and things are progressing. Resist the urge to tear it down and throw a big pity party. Let it empower you to great things. BIG HUG!

Right, Robinmack?

thanks jessica you always write great advice , this site is great , I feel so much better for it , thank you all !

We are family now. I have to take care of my new brother, right? Ever need anything don't hesitate to PM your sister, OK?

Quote from: robinmack on October 04, 2013, 02:15:54 PM
*hug*  That's great to hear!  There will be ups and downs, but with time I'm sure you will find the ups outweigh the downs.  Hold on to this feeling and save it for the future when you feel discouraged. 

Meanwhile, Congratulations!!! 

May you have many, many such experiences.

thanks ! I hope so

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on October 04, 2013, 02:17:35 PM
Right, Robinmack?

Amen, Sis! 

When all of us have each others' backs... look out world!!!

I think that IS what their scared of! *giggle*

I just got called sir !

No kidding? I got my first Bitch today!!!

Quote from: ukftminneed on October 04, 2013, 02:48:22 PM
I just got called sir !

Congrats! 

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on October 04, 2013, 02:51:28 PM
No kidding? I got my first Bitch today!!!

BONUS POINTS!  I haven't gotten one of those from a stranger yet! 

Just act like I do. They will pour in baby!

its so cool to be recognised as myself I feel great !

I want to bottle this feeling

How do you deal with genital hatred :/
sorry down already again lol

I tell mine it is on borrowed time and not to get too comfortable! Hang in there baby brother. You will make it, we are family.

Quote from: ukftminneed on October 04, 2013, 04:24:43 PM
How do you deal with genital hatred :/
sorry down already again lol

I strongly recommend a good gender-issues therapist.  It's best if they have known someone personally who has transitioned, but even if not then they should at least have the training to understand your issues.

There are many ways to deal with it; one is to realize it is temporary (assuming, of course, you can go the surgical route at some point).  Others involve ignoring them, tucking to hide them, etc.  There are a number of tutorials on such things in this site's wiki (https://www.susans.org/wiki/.  For some, just knowing they are on the path to transitioning helps.  For others, hormonal therapy provides some soothing (and, apparently, after several years of such therapy things kind of fade away, anyway).

Please feel free to reach out to this community, too, should you have questions or problems.  You've found about the most accepting, loving, and helpful place on the internet. 

Congrats op.... I mean Sir.  I've never been on omegle, but I'm glad you had one of the few positive experiences I've read about.

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on October 04, 2013, 02:51:28 PM
No kidding? I got my first Bitch today!!!

Really?  I've gotten bitch my whole life.  I thought that was a common name for both girls and guys.  Then again, I grew up in a weird house and my sister's nickname for me is bitch.  While that sounds bad, it's done in a playful way.... well, sometimes, lol. 

its hard when you have an up and come crashing back down , I really hope my gp can help im so every where all the time its horrible
thanks for tkaing the time to reply everyone