Jesus christ actually today was a blast
I havent felt like this before , I was able to walk on streets as myself and pretty much nobody didnt bat an eye ( I think I got like 3 or 4 wierd looks but f*** this, I walked by maybe even thousands of people and who knows maybe these looks werent even clocking,,,who knows really...)
So first we bought with my mom one of those electric blankets and the guy at the store said welcome girls (and guess what ,I didnt heard him ,my mom told me after we left the store , she also told me that she almost turned around wandering to which girls the guy is reffering to , cause this was the first time I was myself with her

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So after that I really wanted to hear somebody reffering to me as a girl, and I got it a bit later when a dude who sells lottery tickets on the street said to us happy new year girls,I could help it but laugh loudly

Anyway we then bought shoes , some earings and a nail polisher, at the stores I didnt get any "girl ,lady , dear" or anything but everyone was really really kind to me,now I understand the reason behind how awful I used to feel when I would buy guys shoes/clothes,,,what an idiot I used to be

. It felt so good just being there in a store full of girls in which nobody would mind me

I also got to speak with my girl voice for the first time in public...my mom told me that it didnt felt natural to her rather kinda pretending , but she also told me that she wouldnt think that my voice is a voice of guy trying to imitate a girl , so thats more than enough for me

Buuuuut dont think I didnt screwed up...cause I did ,,, we were on the metro returning home and I kinda triped so I said in a guys voice "the hell im doin"....hahahahah I think a lady who was infront of me and had noticed that I was sitting behind her took this wierd look on her face ...hahahahaha what a fail , I got embarrased

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I guess Ill know better next time