Yeah I know. I act like myself now.

My friend posted a Harry Potter personality quiz. He got Luna (no wonder I like him) and Igot Voldemort. He was not surprised and he still likes me. This makes me happy because 1) he knows me and 2) he still accepts me.

Arrived at school today and realized I'm absolutely pulling off the gay nerdy look, skinny jeans hugging my thighs, one hand in my left pocket pulling them up to give it a angle, hips slightly cocked to the side, my jacket open and clutching my frame just so, a pair of the big headphones around my neck, a soft, seductive smile at my lips as I remember the night before and my head fills with dirty thoughts. I may not be female yet, but I gotta admit, I look hot today.

Quote from: Xhianil on January 10, 2014, 10:12:45 AM
Arrived at school today and realized I'm absolutely pulling off the gay nerdy look, skinny jeans hugging my thighs, one hand in my left pocket pulling them up to give it a angle, hips slightly cocked to the side, my jacket open and clutching my frame just so, a pair of the big headphones around my neck, a soft, seductive smile at my lips as I remember the night before and my head fills with dirty thoughts. I may not be female yet, but I gotta admit, I look hot today.

But you are...

Quote from: Emo on January 10, 2014, 10:15:31 AM
But you are...

My lack of boobs disagree, but I will be, nothing will keep me from it.

Quote from: Xhianil on January 10, 2014, 10:34:20 AM
My lack of boobs disagree, but I will be, nothing will keep me from it.

Its whats on the inside that counts. There are plenty of X chromosomes that dont have voluptuous bosoms.

Quote from: Emo on January 10, 2014, 10:42:36 AM
Its whats on the inside that counts. There are plenty of X chromosomes that dont have voluptuous bosoms.

And a number of Y ones who do! (Moobs anyway...)

Quote from: Emo on January 10, 2014, 10:42:36 AM
Its whats on the inside that counts. There are plenty of X chromosomes that dont have voluptuous bosoms.

True. Besides, a LOT of women just have breast enlargement surgeries so a LOT of what you see is surgically enhanced anyway. Sure, some do have huge knockers naturally, but a lot of them don't, so they go the surgical route. Speaking for myself, I would be screwed out of the large chest even if I was a GG due to my genetics.

Another morning-after-the-fact but I'm old and go to bed early these days.

Last night I had dinner with my two adult kids (cis-het son and genderqueer FTA daughter/son) and two of their friends: 1 a cis-het guy and the other a pre-transition FTM. And the conversation, at a dinner table in a restaurant, was just wonderful and open.

I think my mother is suspecting something...

A few days ago my mother was choosing a nail polish for her and she suddenly asked me "do you want a nail polish?"

Then yesterday I was telling her that I was on a rock store and saw some interesting goth girls. I told that they were wearing nice black dresses, boots and ragged stockings...then my mother asked me "do you want to buy for you some stockings or a black dress?"

Then today I was arguing that the pockets I have on my jeans arent big enough for me to fit my wallet and smartphone inside and she asked me "do you want to take my purse with you?"

She caught me by surprise all the times...and the only thing I could answer was a "no, thank you, mom"...

I am on boy mode and I am giving her some clues about my feminity...I think they are working...and somehow this makes me feel very happy I only wish I could give her more revealing answers...

Quote from: Natalia on January 10, 2014, 11:36:21 AM
I think my mother is suspecting something...

A few days ago my mother was choosing a nail polish for her and she suddenly asked me "do you want a nail polish?"

Then yesterday I was telling her that I was on a rock store and saw some interesting goth girls. I told that they were wearing nice black dresses, boots and ragged stockings...then my mother asked me "do you want to buy for you some stockings or a black dress?"

Then today I was arguing that the pockets I have on my jeans arent big enough for me to fit my wallet and smartphone inside and she asked me "do you want to take my purse with you?"

She caught me by surprise all the times...and the only thing I could answer was a "no, thank you, mom"...

I am on boy mode and I am giving her some clues about my feminity...I think they are working...and somehow this makes me feel very happy I only wish I could give her more revealing answers...

Your mom..
Im too old for adoption. Lol

Quote from: Emo on January 10, 2014, 10:42:36 AM
Its whats on the inside that counts. There are plenty of X chromosomes that dont have voluptuous bosoms.

I don't consider myself fully female till I get on E.

Quote from: Xhianil on January 10, 2014, 12:20:54 PM
I don't consider myself fully female till I get on E.

I feel the same tho.
Just saying your brain is more important. We really dont know how our bodies will react to E but we know how our minds will.

My boss, Shirley, got to come home today. She's still has a long way to go to recover, but at least she is home now and can be in more familiar surroundings. She knew who I was too.  I'll go spend part of the afternoon with her tomorrow too.

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 10, 2014, 07:11:39 PM
My boss, Shirley, got to come home today. She's still has a long way to go to recover, but at least she is home now and can be in more familiar surroundings. She knew who I was too.  I'll go spend part of the afternoon with her tomorrow too.

That's great news Jaime, you're a sweetheart too, bet she's happy to have you.

I went hiking and decided to climb to the top of the hill on a steep unofficial trail, saw my house in the distance and smiled.  Hard work, but nice payoff.  Third day in a row I got good cardio in.

And I didn't hurt myself hiking in running shoes!

Tomorrow I'm hiking again for sure.

I love hiking! And I miss it. But I have no one to go with and given that our hiking trails are in bear country...

Quote from: caleb. on January 10, 2014, 08:16:13 PM
I love hiking! And I miss it. But I have no one to go with and given that our hiking trails are in bear country...

I miss hiking too. Make a lot of noise and/or wear bear bells and they're likely to leave you alone.

Holy crap. I just recorded my voice to hear what it sounds like and then compared it to my voice a couple months ago. The chipmunk voice is gone! Hurray! I'd still like it change more, of course, but I sound much more masculine.

My chest has been really sore the past week and when I took a shower I noticed that my breasts have begun to develop! I can't believe it but they actually are good thing I was inside as had I been outside I would have floated up into the stratosphere haha.

Quote from: Megumi on January 10, 2014, 10:35:38 PM
My chest has been really sore the past week and when I took a shower I noticed that my breasts have begun to develop! I can't believe it but they actually are good thing I was inside as had I been outside I would have floated up into the stratosphere haha.

Congratulations! You officially made me jealous. :p

I've been out with my family for several months and tonight I finally told my in-laws. Even though they are not religious they are from TN and wasn't too sure how they would react. My wife feared the worse, but it turned out extremely well. Lots of questions of course, but in the end they said to love us both and accept me and her. Regardless of whether we stay married or not, they both loved us and said that they are there if either one of us need anything.

So now all of my family knows and only my father (and his wife, third wife) is not accepting out of everyone else (about 40 people). So all in all, I feel pretty lucky. Next, will be a Facebook post about it next week.