Quote from: Mr Hockey on February 15, 2014, 04:27:33 PM
Ugh, I hate neighbors that play their music obnoxiously loud.

You wouldn't want to live underneath my apartment. But, I tend to mix up genres a lot. Plus, I have plenty of times when I am quiet.

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on February 15, 2014, 05:52:07 PM
You wouldn't want to live underneath my apartment. But, I tend to mix up genres a lot. Plus, I have plenty of times when I am quiet.

I'll admit I do play music through my Bluetooth stereo sometimes that's loud but with my neighbors it's every day. I usually play rap (good rap that actually has meaningful lyrics), death metal or house.

You know...dealing with GID is pretty darn bad. And I will never understand "trans pride." I mean. Yeah. There is nothing wrong with being trans. It doesn't make you a bad person  or any less of a person. But the way it makes me feel is just abysmal. At the airport. I got called sir and man. That makes is easier. It gives me hope that one day the rest will get better. Seeing that a year ago I never passed. A year from now I won't have all my female parts. But between dealing with this chest, and seeing trans crap infiltrating other aspects of my life, in spaces I designed to be a break from trans stuff and just be a place for me to be a normal guy... I just feel overwhelmed like there is this dark cloud over me that I can't escape.

I hate going to the hospital, really jacks around with my dysphoria 

Quote from: V M on February 15, 2014, 07:20:40 PM
I hate going to the hospital, really jacks around with my dysphoria 

Tell me about it. I hate when I get a physical done and they have to examine my lower parts; it's extremely awkward and dysphoric for me.

Quote from: Mr Hockey on February 15, 2014, 05:55:10 PM
I'll admit I do play music through my Bluetooth stereo sometimes that's loud but with my neighbors it's every day. I usually play rap (good rap that actually has meaningful lyrics), death metal or house.

What's the difference between Rap and House?

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on February 15, 2014, 07:24:08 PM
What's the difference between Rap and House?

House is a subgenre of EDM.

My nephew thinks I love his baby brother more than I love him.  I let him know that I love both of them equally and that I only spent $1 on his brother for Christmas where I spent $5 for him.

new avatar. 

Quote from: Emo on February 16, 2014, 12:55:32 AM
new avatar. 

cute.

I'm thinking tonight's gonna be a good night. Pierogis for dinner. )

I'm thinking that working on other people's computers can be a pain, especially when they neglected to tell me they were infected pretty badly and I have to sneak around in there to get scanners to even run.

I like computers, have built a few of my own and have no issues with dealing with most things. but when someone says "oh, its acting a little funny" and then you get it and its like got error logs plastered all over the desktop and nothing will run without some little popup telling you its a threat(which it really isn't, its just got a lovely malware thing masquerading as security software) and all you do is basically let it sit there running a few different scanners to make sure you got everything is kind of blah.  and then I've got to do a good manual clean on it as I really never have liked using many that do it for you as they aren't able to really decide what is best for one individual user over another.

And I'm getting the idea that there might be a bit of an undertone of swinophobia here.

lol, that wasn't a thought associated with computers. it was a separate thought that I expressed after the computer one. Just strike it up to me being a bit off in the head for the most part.

Quote from: petunia on February 16, 2014, 03:29:28 PM

And I'm getting the idea that there might be a bit of an undertone of swinophobia here.

Hehe!  I was a Miss Piggy fan, she reminded me of a woman I once knew, the haughty attitude, blonde hair toss and all were an exact match! No swinophobe here Petunia! 

Gonna have an interesting week ahead of us, a Polish online friend is coming to visit for his winter holiday. Never thought someone from another country would travel all the way to Finland, heh.

Also, having a consultation for hysto in less than a month, aww yiss.

I think I want Mexican food tonight.  I don't know why refried beans sound so good right now, but GAHHHH... Must. Have. Them.

I think I'm going to break down and just cry tonight.

I am thinking how happy I am right now. Earlier tonight while out with the cis girls I hang around with I got checked out, approached by a really cute guy, explained who I was and my situation and I still got a phone number that works. I have a date this coming Saturday night!!!!! He is not sure about the trans thing, but wants to hear about it, my plans for SRS and myself in general over dinner. I have a DATE! OMG, am I in a coma or something and this is only a dream?

Jessica thats so awesome

I cant wait to date as a girl too
I never had a date before but I dont mind cause im sure my first one will be special XD