I quit drinking then went for a nice meal to celebrate, in a pub 

Psychiatrist is writing The Letter today.  I get the other one on Saturday.

Will be ordering a shirt that says "If I had balls, they'd be bigger than yours!"

Quote from: Jill F on February 25, 2014, 03:07:42 PM
Underboob

C'est quoi ça?

I got my hair!!!!!

Quote from: Jasriella on February 26, 2014, 12:05:23 AM
I got my hair!!!!!

very nice colour

Quote from: Jasriella on February 26, 2014, 12:05:23 AM
I got my hair!!!!!

dang those are some pretty locks you have there miss!!

I accidentally keep having things to be happy about...i went on a date with my boyfriend tonight, wearing our new fancy clothes. weve been dating for two years and every time we go out to eat i get all giddy and even a little nervous.

what made me happy today is that I'm going to charring X  hospital soon to speak with a team of people to finish my diagnosis and get me started on transition soooooooo happy right now I'm gonna go hug my dog because she is the only one in the house with me atm haha

Quote from: G:W:Y:N:N:E on February 25, 2014, 11:44:44 PMC'est quoi ça?

Les photographes ou il n'existe pas

Quite proud of myself today. I found out what was causing my laptop to run 25% load on its CPU and sucking the power out of several small powerstations for several hours every time I turned it on. Which, since my laptop is rather powerful, is a lot.

Turns out it was only a couple of intensive processes from the maintenance software I use, which shouldn't have been running. And not a RAM-eating virus, as I first thought. But since I'm not terribly techy, I'm happy I managed to track down the cause and rectify it.

Quote from: Sephirah on February 26, 2014, 01:54:29 PM
Quite proud of myself today. I found out what was causing my laptop to run 25% load on its CPU and sucking the power out of several small powerstations for several hours every time I turned it on. Which, since my laptop is rather powerful, is a lot.

Turns out it was only a couple of intensive processes from the maintenance software I use, which shouldn't have been running. And not a RAM-eating virus, as I first thought. But since I'm not terribly techy, I'm happy I managed to track down the cause and rectify it.

So cool Sephirah, wish I was so smart! I am tech challenged, it's age related and has cost me a lot with two desk tops and one lap top computers in the dump so far. When it gets to that explosive OGD moment, they go into the trash. I suspect it has something to do with my neighbors here in Redmond, Washington and their hole filled software. I have a MacBook Pro and haven't gotten into any trouble thus far.

I might be attending a meeting with the transgender group in my area on March 14th. All I need to do is ask my mom if she'll drive me there.

I caught a glimpse of my reflection today and I was a bit surprised.   Not only do I more resemble my sister than my old self now, I think I'm actually prettier now than my mother or my sister ever were.

Scary.

I mean, OK, I don't think either of them even own any makeup and they have both let themselves go, but still.

I will be one cute Amazon in the end, dammit.

Therapy today was quite awesome. Was told that my voice was already pretty feminine so I wouldn't have much work to there. 

Quote from: Willow on February 26, 2014, 08:47:15 AM
Les photographes ou il n'existe pas

Ah. Je comprends maintenant. Merci

watched a movie and generally relaxed. so happy i have the ability to  just go somewhere, without having to fear that someone is going to see that my chest looks lumpy or weird. went to a nice dinner and had a nice cocktail. tomarrow is my two week appointment, heres hoping for good news!

A coworker told me that my face looks as soft and smooth as a baby's bottom and that she wanted to touch my skin.

That means progress, right?

I put my baby nephew to sleep yesterday and it still makes me feel special now.

I also made about .70 cents that is making me happy now still.

Quote from: Jill F on February 26, 2014, 08:00:21 PM

I will be one cute Amazon in the end, dammit.

You all ready are.

Therapist calmed me down and got me out of a dark hole

More beard progress. The sideburns have thickened substantially, spreading more into cheek territory. I also see some peach fuzz developing around my mouth (where hair connects the mustache and the chin hair), which in my experience, predicts the growth of actual hair in the near future.. Sometimes I forget that things are still changing because they're not as immediately obvious as they were at first, but when I think back to when I was teaching (almost 3 months ago) I had a lot less going on for facial hair. It's gotten thicker since then too.