Quote from: FrancisAnn on March 15, 2014, 08:15:28 PMI'm thinking more electrolysis, such pain.
However just had to shave some to look nice & I cut my face. How embrassing to have facial hair.

What's worse is you have to wait 3 days after shaving for electrolysis/laser. My facial hair grows so fast that it's noticeable after a day. It's really bad after two days. I haven't gone three days without shaving in several months, I don't even remember what it looks like 3 days after. Probably horrid.

Quote from: Shantel on March 15, 2014, 01:49:40 PM
Get that da*ned mass cleaned up or the belt comes out, how many times do I have to tell you? Gawd, I've given this child the best years of my life...... How's that son?

CHILD ABUSE. CHILD ABUSE. I NEED AN ADULT.

Also...Watched a movie with Brad Pitt and I am jealous of his beard, and the way he is able to style his hair. The bastard. I can't do a thing with my hair (seriously). My mustache insists on being stubborn and I dislike it.

It's nice to see other guys who have bigger lips though.

I'm partially glad and partially upset that my friends didn't invite me out tonight.

My father told me that he hopes I find a husband, but there aren't many good men around.  I think he's in denial.  I came out to him as trans and even before that, he knew that I liked women. 

Quote from: Malachite on March 16, 2014, 09:28:27 PMMy father told me that he hopes I find a husband, but there aren't many good men around.  I think he's in denial.  I came out to him as trans and even before that, he knew that I liked women. 

Sounds kinda like what my roomate tells me her dad says the same thing. He knows that she always liked women, but tells her that she just hasn't met the right guy, but better do it quick before all the good ones are gone.

Wondering if I should make a blog post.

Apparently Laverne Cox is going to be speaking at a uni in Indiana...I'm pretty jealous that Keaira might be able to go. I love Laverne, she is so intelligent and such a great representation. I generally avoid trans stuff, especially public stuff, like the plague...but I'd make a very solid exception to see her.

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 16, 2014, 09:42:56 PM
Sounds kinda like what my roomate tells me her dad says the same thing. He knows that she always liked women, but tells her that she just hasn't met the right guy, but better do it quick before all the good ones are gone.

Ugh, how frustrating that would be!

Several things.

My trusty cargo shorts, which I have worn many times over the years, finally have a hole worn in the crotch (lol that sounds so wrong). Given how much wear I've gotten out of them, I really should throw them away.

I was too lazy to take a shower this morning. I usually shower once in the morning, and once at night (really have to at night lol).

I need a haircut but I feel a lot of anxiety not only about leaving the house but about being in the establishment itself.

Quote from: birkin on March 17, 2014, 05:02:06 PM
Several things.

My trusty cargo shorts, which I have worn many times over the years, finally have a hole worn in the crotch (lol that sounds so wrong). Given how much wear I've gotten out of them, I really should throw them away.

I was too lazy to take a shower this morning. I usually shower once in the morning, and once at night (really have to at night lol).

I need a haircut but I feel a lot of anxiety not only about leaving the house but about being in the establishment itself.

I feel ure pain with the shorts.. my favourite trainers got a hole in them a while ago and it saddened me deeply and then they full on started letting all the water in when it rained .. and it rains a lot in england... i consoled myself by blowing all my money on a new pair tho haha

as for haircuts i dont like the hairdressers either i have a real bad shoulder injury and some hairdresser id never been to before cracked my head to the side making me cry out in pain.. i nearly hit her lol... so now i go to a little place with two little old ladies i been going there for years and they always remember u and tell u any and all gossip they have lol

I am also thinking about how much i have eaten today and whether its karma that i feel slightly sick as a result haha

I let my old shoes wear down so much, lol. They had holes, worn out sole, etc. Flat as a board on the bottom. I was in Vegas and my dad got me new shoes, and I thought "oh I will just put the old ones in a box and wear them another time." As soon as I tried on the new shoes, I realized how much my old ones had been hurting and finally threw them away.

Quote from: birkin on March 17, 2014, 05:17:40 PM
I let my old shoes wear down so much, lol. They had holes, worn out sole, etc. Flat as a board on the bottom. I was in Vegas and my dad got me new shoes, and I thought "oh I will just put the old ones in a box and wear them another time." As soon as I tried on the new shoes, I realized how much my old ones had been hurting and finally threw them away.

saying that though... I love my new trainers that much and they did actually cost me a fortune and I had wanted them for ages and guess where they are after only having worn them twice?...yep.. back in the box... I dont want to wear them all the time and get them dirty or wrecked as it will make me sad hahaha.

when i am no longer a poor student or i next decide i need some retail therapy i will buy a spare pair haha.. i have a habit of doing that if i find something i like buy two.. but then ppl never realise you have two so looks like u are wearing the same thing all the time ... oh dear lol

I'm thinking about electrolysis and how I hate my facial hair so much for having to be there a few days before each treatment.

While I'm in the process of searching for a job, I'm going to have a little fun goal on the side to see if I can get to at last 2,000 for my top surgery fund, so I only have 18 grand to go (that's not just for top surgery as there are other costs I'm factoring in).  If I don't meet the goal by the time I get a job then oh well (assuming that I'm able to get one soon-raising 2 grand in one year without having a job still won't seem like much of an acchomplishment to me).  This means I need to raise $263.07  The fastest way to chip that down is by selling on Craigslist, but I don't have $263.07 worth of stuff I'm willing to sell, but probably about $120 worth if I'm lucky and "if" the stuff sells.  I got to start selling beverages again, not to mention save the money my father gives me of the change I get from my sister from doing little things for her.

I believe in you Malachite!

Quote from: 930310 on March 17, 2014, 05:35:38 PM
I believe in you Malachite!

Thanks! You have more faith than me, lol.

I found a picture of a very androgynous looking Marvel Loki and wondering if I should use it as my avatar.
I'm also thinking about gender. What else is new on this forum. lol

Good luck, Malachite. Hopefully, you can get a job soon.

Quote from: Edge on March 17, 2014, 06:26:56 PM
I found a picture of a very androgynous looking Marvel Loki and wondering if I should use it as my avatar.
I'm also thinking about gender. What else is new on this forum. lol

Good luck, Malachite. Hopefully, you can get a job soon.

Thanks, Edge.    I hope I can get a job soon too as it is FAR past due for me to get one.