Quote from: radsi on March 17, 2014, 04:49:20 PMThat is awesome news dude! So when are u getting a Man United shirt with CALDER on the back?? haha 

Reminds me I have to replace my irreplaceable 11/12 Messi shirt I brought back from Spain and lost in my move 3 weeks ago.
I want Messi, Xavi, Puyol, Iniesta, and Neymar in Barcelona, Pedro, Iniesta, Xavi, Alba, Ramos, Negredo, Silva, Mata, and Thiago in Spain, Modric in Croatia, Dzeko in Bosnia, Carroll and Adrián in West Ham, Benteke, Delph, and Vlaar in Villa, El Kabir in BK Hacken, Ljajic, De Rossi, Totti, Benatia, Pjanic, and Gervinho for Roma, and Kiessling, Sam, Bender, Castro, Leno and Spahic for Bayer Leverkussen. Probably a few other from teams I like somewhat, like maybe Huntelaar from Schalke, Ronaldo on Portugal, and perhaps a future one of Schar on Barcelona.
Need to get a job to afford all these...

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 17, 2014, 05:22:24 PM
Reminds me I have to replace my irreplaceable 11/12 Messi shirt I brought back from Spain and lost in my move 3 weeks ago.
I want Messi, Xavi, Puyol, Iniesta, and Neymar in Barcelona, Pedro, Iniesta, Xavi, Alba, Ramos, Negredo, Silva, Mata, and Thiago in Spain, Modric in Croatia, Dzeko in Bosnia, Carroll and Adrián in West Ham, Benteke, Delph, and Vlaar in Villa, El Kabir in BK Hacken, Ljajic, De Rossi, Totti, Benatia, Pjanic, and Gervinho for Roma, and Kiessling, Sam, Bender, Castro, Leno and Spahic for Bayer Leverkussen. Probably a few other from teams I like somewhat, like maybe Huntelaar from Schalke, Ronaldo on Portugal, and perhaps a future one of Schar on Barcelona.
Need to get a job to afford all these...

Thats a lot of shirts lol.. I am guessing you will need different colored shoes to compliment each outfit? lol

Football shirts look hot on women they complement their curves 

Quote from: RobinTheAmazon on March 17, 2014, 09:53:49 AM
I wrote a letter to my wife to open the discussion of me starting towards transition.

big move congrats.. hope it goes well for you xxx

Quote from: Jill F on March 17, 2014, 03:17:02 AM
Thai food.  Twice.

lol @ twice.. love it

On April 1st at 12PM I finally get my consult for orchiectomy and some facial work.

Adios, cojonitas, and good riddance.

Quote from: Jill F on March 17, 2014, 06:14:42 PM
On April 1st at 12PM I finally get my consult for orchiectomy and some facial work.

Adios, cojonitas, and good riddance.

Dropping the male hard drive in April Fool's Day? 
Way to go sis! 

Quote from: radsi on March 17, 2014, 05:33:55 PMThats a lot of shirts lol.. I am guessing you will need different colored shoes to compliment each outfit? lol

Football shirts look hot on women they complement their curves 

I know. I have 5 primary club affiliations (Barcelona, West Ham, Roma, Bayer Leverkussen, and BK Hacken,) several clubs I sympathise with (Aston Villa, Atletico Madrid, Schalke, Olympiacos, Atletico Minero, Estudiantes, to name a few,) and then my favourite national teams (Spain, Croatia, and Romania)

Hmm, I may want a Vlad Chiriches shirt too, I really like him, but Tottenham is meh...
I'll get his Romania shirt instead.

This will be the actually useful collection that I develop. Model aircraft aren't quite as wearable, nor are upscale hotel card keys (which I often find used as bookmarks in airline in flight magazines)

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 17, 2014, 05:22:24 PM
Reminds me I have to replace my irreplaceable 11/12 Messi shirt I brought back from Spain and lost in my move 3 weeks ago.
I want Messi, Xavi, Puyol, Iniesta, and Neymar in Barcelona, Pedro, Iniesta, Xavi, Alba, Ramos, Negredo, Silva, Mata, and Thiago in Spain, Modric in Croatia, Dzeko in Bosnia, Carroll and Adrián in West Ham, Benteke, Delph, and Vlaar in Villa, El Kabir in BK Hacken, Ljajic, De Rossi, Totti, Benatia, Pjanic, and Gervinho for Roma, and Kiessling, Sam, Bender, Castro, Leno and Spahic for Bayer Leverkussen. Probably a few other from teams I like somewhat, like maybe Huntelaar from Schalke, Ronaldo on Portugal, and perhaps a future one of Schar on Barcelona.
Need to get a job to afford all these...

I want a Juan Mata United shirt. As well as Rooney, Januzaj and de Gea; I don't have a single Man Utd item.

Quote from: Calder Smith on March 17, 2014, 06:35:28 PM
I want a Juan Mata United shirt. As well as Rooney, Januzaj and de Gea; I don't have a single Man Utd item.

Forgot about Griezmann's Sociedad and France, Moutinho's Portugal, Benteke Mirallas, and Courtois' Belgium, Weimann 's Villa, and Sturridge and Flanagan's Liverpool.

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 17, 2014, 06:45:48 PM
Forgot about Griezmann's Sociedad and France, Moutinho's Portugal, Benteke Mirallas, and Courtois' Belgium, Weimann 's Villa, and Sturridge and Flanagan's Liverpool.

Why would you want a Diveridge shirt?

Called the Endo's office today to find out what my blood work results were from my 3 month check up. My T levels are in the typical Female range and my E levels are just a little low so they told me I could start taking the full dose of E now I am beyond happy right now. I know I was levitating all day long haha!

It seems like everything is starting to fall into place now with my transition. I can go outside and to places by myself and not feel like I'm going to freak out. I've been meeting other transgender people and everyone keeps telling me one universal thing, I actually look very cute. It's hard to believe it since I have very little confidence in my looks even though my mom even said I was beautiful when I was at their house last night. She actually complimented that they way I did my makeup was fantastic. I know I do actually look quite cute and I find it odd that I'm having a hard time coming to terms with something that everyone would love to have, I always thought I'd never look good and made myself believe it. The only bad thing is having to out myself when I have to show my ID, though I do have to admit that the 4 times now that I've had to do it have all be very positive experiences as the person would have NEVER guessed that I was transgender or so they say. But still I absolutely hate the fact that my name & gender on my ID/Bank/Credit/Dental/Health insurance cards all have the wrong name on them and I need to fix that soon but that will also mean taking the final big step in coming out and that's coming out at work which I'm still terrified of :/

People at work are starting to ask me questions about my appearance and it's most likely only a matter of time before someone asks me the big question.

Quote from: Calder Smith on March 17, 2014, 03:38:12 PM
Just got done talking with my counselor and my mom seems to be getting the hang of it all and will be supporting me.

She said she will adjust to me wanting to be called Calder and male pronouns, wanting to start hormones and buy gear and buying boy's clothing from now on.

*hug*

Our surround sound amp in our living room had quit working (would not turn on) and then today, it came on and started working perfectly. Didn't want to have to replace it yet since we just purchased a new car.

That I managed to expand a bit further back in time in my family tree.

I made a packer out of socks and it feels natural.

OMG Kenny's back!

I cant believe that tomorrow I have a date with my partner and after that a movie with my girlfriends...I really cant believe it...
All my life I would hang out with guys, I dont know why , I guess I went with the flow and I always felt disscomfort and out of place...

There are times that dysphoria still hits me but like that I feel that I ll have a much more easier transition if  I may call it like that...
I feel like I could embrace even this awkward stage between male to female...

I get to go into work a little later tomorrow, so I get to stay up a little bit later tonight and sleep in a bit more tomorrow morning!  Yes, sadly this really is something that makes me happy in my life, lol. 

Getting my first official critique on my latest art in all 7 years of being on DeviantART.

Quote from: Calder Smith on March 18, 2014, 07:49:19 PM
OMG Kenny's back!

Who?