You know you're obsessive when you worry about bits of hair the dye missed when it's so dark, the only reason I found is likely because I was looking. Ah well.

I hate when I get thinking about my past. I was thinking about some family members who are still not entirely accepting...realizing that I didn't transition, in part, because I was waiting for their approval. Because I felt like it would be selfish to hurt my family. But what I didn't realize was that there was a consequence to my not transitioning, which was that it made me profoundly unhappy, but also took so much of my emotional energy that I struggled to be the loving and attentive partner I should have been. I guess that goes to show you that every action, or inaction, has its consequences.

The apt.s complex I live in has become it's own little Communist subculture    I feel very uncomfortable

Quote from: V M on March 28, 2014, 04:28:02 AM
The apt.s complex I live in has become it's own little Communist subculture    I feel very uncomfortable

You mean you're not feeling the love from the comrades?

Going to get my haircut today. I am considering giving the people a "fake" nickname for the account. Because I am sick to DEATH of people mispronouncing and misspelling my name. I mean omfg people you're the biggest WASPS of all time how can you not know this name?

Thing is, what kind of nickname suits me? How can I decide something like this in a matter of hours?? Augh.

Me and my fiancée have been pondering about the sex life of Predators (or Yautja, if you prefer that term) and wondering if there are homosexual individuals among them.

Just one of these days.

Goodbye Susans Forum. I Am Not Deleting My Account But I Will No Longer Be An Active Member Here. I rarely post here anymore and i've gone back to the forums i used to frequent 99%. This forum helped during a particularly dark time, but i am no longer in need of it and there's nothing really keeping me here. If anyone i know wants to talk, write me a PM, i might give you my email address.

Quote from: Zóôt Threepwood on March 28, 2014, 03:49:52 PM
Goodbye Susans Forum. I Am Not Deleting My Account But I Will No Longer Be An Active Member Here. I rarely post here anymore and i've gone back to the forums i used to frequent 99%. This forum helped during a particularly dark time, but i am no longer in need of it and there's nothing really keeping me here. If anyone i know wants to talk, write me a PM, i might give you my email address.

Goodbye Threepwood, I wish you well!

I'll miss Threepwood's endless Zappa references. Made me nostalgic for my music-geek, Zappa-rarities-collecting teen years.

Also, I'm looking earnestly at a move to BC.

My sister brought my trampoline from me for $20, which was just about the original price I paid for it, minus taxes.  That's pretty awesome!  It has been sitting under my change jar because I'm debating if I should take that $20 and put it towards some type of exerise thing/something to better my health, or if I should just put it in my top surgery fund....or just put it back with my regular money.  I honestly have no clue where it should go.  On one hand, I have exercise stuff I don't use so it wouldn't seem right to buy one more thing that I don't use  I have some exercise dvds and a fitness PS Move game with some other small equipment.  I guess I should really utilize those first.  Looking at that objectively, it almost seems like it would be a waste to spend it on exercise stuf if I don't use it, so now there's the question of whether to put it into my top surgery fund or back with my regular money.  Hmmm decisions decisions.

Went and saw Noah with my brother yesterday. It was pretty good, better than I thought it might be. 

Quote from: piglet smith on March 30, 2014, 10:59:11 AM
Went and saw Noah with my brother yesterday. It was pretty good, better than I thought it might be.

We're thinking of doing the same, sounds good!

Quote from: piglet smith on March 30, 2014, 10:59:11 AM
Went and saw Noah with my brother yesterday. It was pretty good, better than I thought it might be.

I always enjoy Aronovsky films. Pi is brilliant.

Is it weird I'm glad my mom just called me a b*tch? Usually, when she's mad any respect for my gender flies out the window. That actually shows me how far she's come, in a sort of weird way. Cuz I haven't been sure if she's just been putting it on and that tells me she's not.

Quote from: jussmoi4nao on March 30, 2014, 02:18:26 PM
Is it weird I'm glad my mom just called me a b*tch? Usually, when she's mad any respect for my gender flies out the window. That actually shows me how far she's come, in a sort of weird way. Cuz I haven't been sure if she's just been putting it on and that tells me she's not.

LOL! 

Well i think im ready for an SO..
-_- *sigh*

Quote from: Emo on March 30, 2014, 04:58:20 PM
Well i think im ready for an SO..
-_- *sigh*

I ve been waiting for this moment
*blush*

Quote from: FalsePrincess on March 30, 2014, 05:24:55 PM
I ve been waiting for this moment
*blush*

:3
Id totally go out with you.

Quote from: Emo on March 30, 2014, 06:08:53 PM
:3
Id totally go out with you.

we could go to the movies if we werent thousand of kilometers away from each other XD lol

Really? I thought it was only miles.