Unfortunately there's no cure for stupidity.

is he a maine coon cat? sort of sounds like one

oh crap.... what was I thinking  I forgot

Maybe he just likes you and feels comfortable there?

Trying to understand myself and thinking out loud.  When I come on this forum, I legitimately want to help other people.  For whatever reason, I really care about what they say and feel.  And I really want to be part of the solution and help them.  I care deeply and want to make a difference, even on this little forum.  Part of me thinks I can really be there for someone and even help them in some way.  Despite all of this, I have to admit that I'm a mess myself.  I don't know how to help myself, and I struggle quite often to get where I want to be.  How can I really help others if I can't help myself?  Who am I to offer support and advice?  And why is it that I seem to care about other people (their lives and problems) more than I do my own?  What does this really say about me?  As much as I probably should shut up and stop offering support or advice to others, I can't help but care about other people.  I want to be here, offer support and try to help, but why can't I do the same for myself?  Why can't I give myself the support and help that I need?  God, I'm a complicated mess, lol. At least I admit it.   It's just very confusing when you think about it. 

Do androids dream of electronic sheep?


(Blade Runner was based on this.)

WOW!!! Blade Runner is one of my all time fav.s 

Quote from: V M on April 26, 2014, 08:27:01 AM
WOW!!! Blade Runner is one of my all time fav.s 

Me too, seen it four times! Rutgar Hauer is beyond spooky!

Quote from: learningtolive on April 26, 2014, 07:47:55 AM
Trying to understand myself and thinking out loud.  When I come on this forum, I legitimately want to help other people.  For whatever reason, I really care about what they say and feel.  And I really want to be part of the solution and help them.  I care deeply and want to make a difference, even on this little forum.  Part of me thinks I can really be there for someone and even help them in some way.  Despite all of this, I have to admit that I'm a mess myself.  I don't know how to help myself, and I struggle quite often to get where I want to be.  How can I really help others if I can't help myself?  Who am I to offer support and advice?  And why is it that I seem to care about other people (their lives and problems) more than I do my own?  What does this really say about me?  As much as I probably should shut up and stop offering support or advice to others, I can't help but care about other people.  I want to be here, offer support and try to help, but why can't I do the same for myself?  Why can't I give myself the support and help that I need?  God, I'm a complicated mess, lol. At least I admit it.   It's just very confusing when you think about it.

No really very compelling and sweet attributes! Sometimes we just can't fix other people's stuff, but being concerned is still what it's all about and quite admirable!

toooooo much to do today.

on the positive side, it's not raining

Quote from: Shantel on April 25, 2014, 05:33:48 PM
Well imagining is the first part, you just need to move from there to the planning phase.

I think I was concerned when I posted that because of a history of procrastination, but I've been kicking it lately.  I've asked a few friends for help.  I'm still unsure what I want to do career wise, which sucks, but I have some work experience now.

Cheers.

I wish I could get my transition moving along faster. I'm ready for my GRS & to live a normal life. But still quite a bit to go. Frustrating just waiting. I have so much I want to do with life after healing up from GRS. 

We shaved my dog, thinking that winter was over. It's not. It's snowing. She is so cold she actually snuggled under my stomach while I was sleeping. It's a miracle she doesn't get crushed when she does stuff like that.

Quote from: birkin on April 26, 2014, 01:23:13 PM
We shaved my dog, thinking that winter was over. It's not. It's snowing. She is so cold she actually snuggled under my stomach while I was sleeping. It's a miracle she doesn't get crushed when she does stuff like that.

It really is!   

Quote from: Shantel on April 26, 2014, 01:33:09 PM
It really is!   

lol

Speaking of shaving, there is nothing more annoying than shaving and having one patch that is stubble (even after a close shave) and another patch that is entirely smooth after shaving. They seemed to be equally thick when I ignore it and let it grow! -_-  For some reason touching my chin makes me feel really annoyed but I can't stop.

I can't wait to cook up some yummy Greek food tomorrow.

of people who get away with openly discriminating against all disabled people.

I hate when you eat, and then you think "hm I'm still very hungry I think I'll get some more food"...wait a while, hunger doesn't go away, you go for seconds, get a few bites in, and your body goes "OMG I'M FULL STOP FEEDING ME."

Though I should know by now that my body is a troll. Don't know why I continue to be surprised.

Quote from: Zóôt Threepwood on April 26, 2014, 04:34:07 PM
of people who get away with openly discriminating against all disabled people.

Anyone who does that is the scum of the earth. If I ever saw something like that in public, I wouldn't hesitate to slug the person that is doing it. Anyone that does that deserves to get stomped.

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on April 26, 2014, 06:36:45 PM
Anyone who does that is the scum of the earth. If I ever saw something like that in public, I wouldn't hesitate to slug the person that is doing it. Anyone that does that deserves to get stomped.

i am so angry at them. i am sitting at home now 24/7 waiting for the next terms to start, but at a different school.

The best thing is, if you're an official, you can't get fired as easily as others. So they have the upper hand.

Quote from: Zóôt Threepwood on April 26, 2014, 07:21:13 PM
i am so angry at them. i am sitting at home now 24/7 waiting for the next terms to start, but at a different school.

The best thing is, if you're an official, you can't get fired as easily as others. So they have the upper hand.

Yeah, I know how that goes. I saw the same crap back in my school days.