Not a big deal. I'm sure you had a good reason for it just like we all do for things we aren't particularly proud of. As others have said "You aren't alone." I too lost a friend, one who never knew about me being trans and one who I wish I had be much closer with. Death has a strange way of affecting us. It can be a scary experience or a humbling one or both at the same time. The unexpected nature of it is what gets us the worst. All we have is the relationships we forge with others and when that's suddenly gone and it didn't go the way we wanted it to, or end the way we wanted it to, or to never end. Then all we have left is what we had. All we have is the experiences we shared with each other and those experiences will stay with us as long as we live and our experiences with others and ones observed by others will stay with them as long as they live and so on and so forth until the end of everything. Even after we're gone and people forget about us we still shape the world by the lives we touched while we were here.

If you need anyone to talk to you may talk to me. Just send a PM and I will respond as promptly as I can. I'm here to help.


Hugs


LC

(now Luna I think...)

You are a courageous lady.

I have to admit to feeling suspicious but I was and continue to be mostly concerned for your well being. Mistakes happen and I'm glad to see that you learned from the experience.

Quote from: KatelynRain on May 14, 2014, 07:44:50 PM
I absolutely agree!!  It's a shame that so many people have strong misconceptions about transgendered persons.  We're just people who want to fit in and live a normal life like anyone else.

Katelyn, hosnestly I think I would rather fit into the trans world than so called "normal" society. Especially from this post. But of course I haven't ever fit into societal norms anyway. Now I now why. I really don't want to.

So with that said, Evelyn even though you did mess up, you make me proud to belong to such a group. Still though hon, lying ain't good so on that I do scold you a little. You are a bigger and better person for owning up to your mistakes. Like I said we were all young and did stupid things, some just never caught caught.

Quote from: Jess42 on May 14, 2014, 10:24:44 PM
Katelyn, hosnestly I think I would rather fit into the trans world than so called "normal" society. Especially from this post. But of course I haven't ever fit into societal norms anyway. Now I now why. I really don't want to.

im proud to be trans.
its funny for 25 years i was ashamed to be. now though different story. after coming to terms with myself i can actualy look to a future that isnt filled with somthing that isnt going to happen.  i can see past it. i have ambition and drive.

btw your avi is interesting.

Thanx butterfly. It is one of the optional avatars on the websight but Yin and yang is an extrememly powerful symbol to me. Total opposites existing in one and making a complete circle. Kind of like my interpretation of The Creator or male and female existing together, equally to make the opposites totally complete.

No apologies necessary Evelyn. Hun we've all made made mistakes. But it takes real courage to admit and apologize for them.

I hope your feeling better sweetie.

Best wishes.

Ally

Everyone I want to thank all of you for forgiving me for what I did, reading all your replies really touched my heart... and also.. they made me cry. You guys are the best thing that could happen to a girl like me, words are just not enough to thank you guys, I mean im just... completely and utterly speechless. Thank you guys so much! *hugs you all really really tightly*