I'm crazy scared of how I look, and tho I promised my family, my wife, I would stop, it is tearing me up inside. I can only dress, to cope, while out on trips each week. With my herbal HRT (on it 7months) until I can get real scripts for some low-dose E, to keep me from going mad, I try to keep myself calm. Tho I need to know if I could, ever, be the girl I feel inside, can I ever be good enough? For others, for myself?
Just a shave, no laser or electrol yet, just plain foundation and Burt's bees lip balm.