You are so early in the process, yet you want everything dona early and NOW... This is a completely common thing among many trans people who had just barely started. After all that time waiting and longing undecided, you're now on your own path finally and everything, every month goes past sooooo slowly, that the most annoying thing is the time and wait (because you want changes, and I mean like right now!! you've been waiting so long for this, you know). However, transition is not a race, and the first one at the end is not a winner. No one gets a trophy for going full-time two months before even starting hormones, or for having a SRS in Thailand before even having first real-life-experience. The only thing really most important here is how you feel, and the second most important thing is not to rush anything, but let it come naturally when the time is right. Rushing into anything like orchiectomy or SRS just for the sake of it, and not like because of some medical reason, is stupid. If your testosterone is blocked, and your DHT is blocked, your physical development will be no different than it would be after having orchie or SRS. However, if you're taking spironolactone (because that's what a lot of people take for their antiandrogen) instead of some proper testosterone blocker, then everything might take a little longer and slower. It might work sufficiently if you're at a little older age, starting around 50, or something. However if you're in your late teens, or 20s, you might want to take something stronger, or have an orchie for that sake. Just don't have SRS just yet because of this, or before living a year, or better 2 or 3 full-time before taking such a big step in your life. Better be late than sorry. 🙂