Quote from: sue muksen on March 24, 2016, 06:56:07 PM


Today I put a bikini, and I feel great despite the width of my back, shoulders, and the size of my hand... I haven't started with the hormones yet, but I plan to start it next week! Unfortunately, I still introduce myself as a man.
I really hope that after a year of hormone therapy, with longer hair and a nice makeup I will be able to pass

Sue, You look nice, smile, maybe some nail polish, enjoy being a girl. HRT will help a lot, WTG young girl.

Quote from: FrancisAnn on March 24, 2016, 09:08:40 PM
Sue, You look nice, smile, maybe some nail polish, enjoy being a girl. HRT will help a lot, WTG young girl.

Thanks!
I feel a bit insecure about the future... I just want to be a beautiful woman and have a normal life, and even though I have passed through puberty and suffered with the testosterone action, I'll bounce back! <3

Had a lovely lunch out with girlfriend and got maam'd by waiter. Though he was struggling with english so might have been accidental but ill take it.

Finally got the reassurance I needed to finally, after 3 years, to start my transition. As I plainly stated it, because of my situation. It's either transition or insanity. I'm pretty close to the insanity part right now so I think it's about time.

Wanted to thank AnonyMs for helping me get going again. I don't know how to give reputation, but she deserves a +1.

Quote from: sue muksen on March 24, 2016, 10:23:35 PM
Thanks!
I feel a bit insecure about the future... I just want to be a beautiful woman and have a normal life, and even though I have passed through puberty and suffered with the testosterone action, I'll bounce back! <3

Sue, I know how you feel I was there at your age long ago. Try to start HRT as soon as you can to stop the nasty T stuff & get some good E into your body is first. Then relax & enjoy the improvements.....Try to find as many good friends or family to be open with so your not alone. Just tell them the same as you posted, I just want to be a beautiful woman. Most should understand, if they do not don't worry about it. Once on HRT try to just relax & go about life as you improve into a better person.....Take care young girl, just go slow & enjoy life. Be proud of the way you feel, never let anyone get you down from who you are......

Off for my weekly electrolysis visit, love my beauty salon days. I may change to a new doc for better HRT. They have suggested a better one that most all of their clients use. I would love to make some changes to my hrt types & levels so maybe my breasts might grow more. I feel good today & excited to become a more attractive normal woman. Maybe even sexy again one day......I sure love to flirt with men....

Not having to go to the mad house for 4 days.
It is out of control and working 14 hour days

How I love E. I am sure I am not alone in this.

Being me all weekend now

i bought myself my first skirt the other day and it goes with some tops i have, as well as some accessories, so now i'm only some proper shoes away from AN ENTIRE OUTFIT :0

tmi warning (related)

i'd never been felt up under a skirt, or really at all for that matter (when i say felt up i mean "handled like a woman", or "how a horny guy would come onto a girl" idk. hands up legs and shirts n stuff, you know) until the other day...

so i can count on less than two hands the amount of times in my life sexual activity caused me to become light headed or cause my ears to ring, but prior to that night they'd only ever been orgasm induced and only if the sex was incredibly amazing.

yall, when my gf slid her hand up my skirt it was literally overwhelming. my body jumped. it got way more awesome past this point, (my ears were ringing so hard i almost couldnt hear and i had to catch my breath and we hadn't even started taking clothing off yet) but i'm not sure the allowance of freedom of speech on this forum, and also its none of your business but yeah. lets just say i asked my gf to play the guy so i could experience the sexual encounter from the perspective of a female, and im not sure i wanna go back now

Quote from: Jenny07 on March 25, 2016, 04:53:25 AM
Not having to go to the mad house for 4 days.
It is out of control and working 14 hour days

How I love E. I am sure I am not alone in this.

Being me all weekend now

Good for you Jenny, enjoy your long weekend girl friend.

Quote from: sue muksen on March 24, 2016, 06:56:07 PM


Today I put a bikini, and I feel great despite the width of my back, shoulders, and the size of my hand... I haven't started with the hormones yet, but I plan to start it next week! Unfortunately, I still introduce myself as a man.
I really hope that after a year of hormone therapy, with longer hair and a nice makeup I will be able to pass

Fair play to you, i wouldn't have the bottle to dress like that yet.
Sophie

Went out to dinner with a lifelong friend and we had a chance to talk about 'things'.  He has known me since I was 4 and to have his support is, well...I was crying while we were talking.  At one point, he told me that his wife cries less that I do, and that was actually a compliment, meant and received.

Got a call from my cousin and am getting together with the family members that are always happy when I am around.  Actually caught attitude from my dad and sister, who do not accept and barely tolerate me, that I will not be dining with them (or spending any time with them at all) on Sunday.  It felt good (in a bitchy sort of way) to tell them that I would much prefer to spend my time with those that accept and lift me than those who simply tolerate me.  The looks they gave me at that statement were priceless.

Hope everyone has a great weekend!  Be safe

Easter holiday weekend! Starting with today through Monday.

It's really sunny out too. Seems a great day for a walk.

Just picked up my son, and he doesn't have to go back till Monday evening, so that means he'll be here for my birthday. Doesn't usually work out like that. Any way Happy Easter to you all.
Sophie

Today went pretty well with 2 hours of electrolysis. OMG it's tough to 100% kill each folicle, nasty little things. We did some galvanic type work today, it seems to help kill every folicle I so hope. My ladies are the best in my area. They are confident that we can kill every nasty hair in time. Oh me that would be so nice, I'm sick of seeing these nasty little hairs grow back. I must appear more female to new people than I thought. My new electro lady thought I had already completed my GRS. That part was a pleasant event. It sure feels good to be a woman & look a little better each day.

I can finally start being me again. This is about as happy as I've been in a long time.

2nd Ma'am in 2 days.  This one was from behind at self service cash register but more authentic than the waiter being polite yesterday. Nice to hear whatever the circumstances.

A small thing but still it made me smile. I tried putting a picture of me into how-old.net and it showed 20 and female. Obviously not the most accurate source but still feels good!

Hope you girls are having a great Easter weekend so far!

I sent a picture of an outfit (Skirt and top) I just ordered off the internet to my sister.  Her response was... "I hate you, you'll be able to pull that off, even tucked in, you bitch!"

Made me smile.

Sweetie and I were in an Asian grocery today. She was discussing bok choi with a woman. She said she doesn't like it but her... and stopped dead! So I stepped in and finished the thought. It was the first time she ever stopped herself without calling me her husband and outing me!

I've been growing my hair out for about 8 months, just to see what I've got to work with. I've not been very hopeful or optimistic about it so far, as I've got a noticeably receding hairline with the usual "M" pattern, two bald patches on the crown, and very thin on top.

Spent Easter weekend with close family. We were at a nearby park today having a picnic lunch, and it was windy, which causes my hair to get really unkempt and wild. My mum says "Let me help you with that", pulls out a hair tie from her purse, and does up a quick pony tail. Outwardly I'm playing it cool, but I'm squee'ing with joy inside, and hoping against hope that she's this supportive once she learns the truth.

Later, my older brother asks me if I've been doing anything for my hair, as it's been looking fuller than before. So I confessed my use of minoxidil, but didn't mention the finasteride [felt kind of guilty concealing that, but not ready to discuss it just yet as it would lead to more questions]. He asked if I experienced any of the side effects, and I said that I hadn't as I'm only applying it topically. He's balding as well [thanks dad] so he's done a lot of the research into it himself. He rejected these options for himself and decided to start shaving his head, as he's not willing to deal with the potential side effects. He's tried getting me to do the same in the past, but obviously that's not an option. Today he just said he was glad it was working for me. And his comments also made me hopeful that I may get good results from spiro when I start that in a month or so.

So, yeah, today was a good day