Hey everyone. I'm Zeek. I'm a Queer genderqueer non binary trans boy alien. Humans are very strange to me still, even after 23 years in this body, on this planet. I'm still working out my own identity, but I'll break down the basics as I understand them thus far.
I'm one of society's outcasts. My profession is riding freight trains across the USA, flying signs, and sometimes playing spoons while my life partner plays banjo or guitar. I write, but that's not something they're paying me for yet.
I'm something of a psychonaut, I enjoy molecules and altering my perceptions. While the use of psychoactive substances for spirtual purposes is essential to my life, I have also struggled with addiction (heroin, meth, booze...been clean for a while now tho) which was mainly self medicating to escape from dysphoria, depression and anxiety. I still smoke a lot of weed, but I don't consider that a drug.
I've known I was trans ever since I learned the meaning of the word. I've always been both, leaning towards "boy". Not a man, not all the connotations that go along with that, but absolutely a boy. I fit society's "boy" role fairly well.
I believe that the binary is a construct, a lie that's meant to control the populace. If people started thinking there was more than just "Man" and "Woman", who knows what they might start thinking was possible next?! They might start thinking about their pineal gland, or about following their dreams and not wasting their precious time slaving away at some meaningless job.
I'm crazy in love with a beautiful nonbinary person who completes me, makes me so happy, supports me, and voyages with me thru this weird life.
I believe the most important thing we can do is live authentically. Be ourselves. Don't violate anyone in the meantime, but if you offend them, GOOD! Their tiny little minds need to be opened, anyway. That's another thing I believe....mind expansion at all costs.
Smash all boundries. Open the doors. Explore. Create. Transform.
Hi, I'm Zeek!!