Awesome!  I bet you will look great!


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Fingers crossed but I am feeling a lot better about my body as I get closer to getting my BMI under 20. New gym gear & tops were a massive confidence boost. If I behave I should easily hit target before holiday. After that knowing me I'll probably set a new lower target but it has to be done lol.

Don't know whether it was that few days of sun, new supplements or extra calories but tip of pony now reaching over 4".

Everything seems to be coming together perfectly. Hope I don't jinx my luck.

Right I better try to make it look like I've actually done some work today before leaving early to go shopping 

ok, now.  If you get to show yourself to the world in a bathing suit, then there should be no reason not to show us a nice picture of yourself too sometime.  I am sure you look fantastic considering how much work you have done to lose the weight. 

I have been thinking about putting a few on FB but will need to be careful.

"A bad photograph lives longer than vampires" Erica Raymond (Jem movie)

We'll see but not making any promises.

Hmmmmm might be able to do some kinda private-ish album on FB. Will play with it later.

Oh, I am so excited!

emote...  happy girl clapping her hands!

lol you might live to regret that enthusiasm.

Highly doubt it.


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Especially your wife I would hope. I don't think you are wrong for feeling that way, I just think that you will always have value. I couldn't give up no matter what, I put my family and kids so far above my happiness that I would push on as I have for 35 years....

Again though, I would hate to lose you, so I am glad you don't have to go back!!

Final thought, I love all of you and really appreciate all of the support that you have given me, and I can only hope that I am half as helpful to all of you!! I know we are all women, but I still celebrate fathers day, so to any of you who do as well, I hope you have a wonderful fathers day weekend!!!

I am a father as well and probably will be always. Thanks and happy Father's Day to you too!


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Thanks Tasha he did have his uses and we (I was reduced to being a whisper in my own mind but was listened to on occassion) did amazingly well given our condition.

It's kinda complicated to explain but the whilst the lack of E simply crippled me and prevented my development the T effectively gave another presence in my mind that was more like a demon than an animal. Under the control of the wrong hormones what was left of my mind was becoming increasingly distorted. So slowly I never even noticed.... I do wonder how much longer my core would have lasted if I hadn't got lucky.

Might try to do a short piece about it later but my early explanations for family turned into a small book. Could be handy if anyone ever has trouble sleeping.

Fathers Day I am looking forward to especially my eldest daughters gift. She's writing a book called "Why Rebecca Helena ____ is the best Dad ever"

That is so sweet Jerrica. Happy Father's Day.


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Totally blessed, 11 years old and without her I might not have made it back at all.

Funny how someone so young can change the world so much.

Very proud to be her Dad (and her little brother and sister too ofc).

She's happy to have her Dad being a girl so I'm delighted to be the girl that is her Dad ♡

Happy Fathers Day to all whether fathers or kids

Hi girls

sounds like you all are doing good which is great to hear. just a little update and then I'm off to bed. So, I spoke to the Endocrinologist last friday and she said my blood work looked fine. however she was unable to call in a prescription because there was no pharmacy on file for me. She said she would send a letter to my family doctor with the details and follow up care instructions. So just waiting for him to receive it so I can go in and get my prescription for Spiro.

There are some system (gov't healthcare) issues with me getting estrogen. Basically I just need a mental health eval but one that they will accept. Which sounds so simple but we all know what gov't bureaucracy is like. Which means it's far from simple.  The one upside to this is they are talking and querying things. Hopefully my difficulty will get some things sorted out and answer so that people in the future don't have the same difficulties.

I'm really enjoying my courses I find them very interesting. One is child growth and development and the other is a counseling course. However as interested as I am in them I'm behind and desperately trying to catch up and deal with my learning challenges. So, for at least the next week and maybe a bit I probably won't be on here much. I will try and check in between other things. take care girls.

Congrats on your progress Sarah, and good luck on your courses.... stick with it and be persistent!!! You will do fine. Glad you are enjoying them too, as that is  why important. Talk to you soon!!

Glad things moving forwards for you and confident you'll manage to catch up on your coursework. Liking your subject is a major plus which should defo help when brain drain sets in. Just don't forget to look after the rest of you to recharge.

Liked an Oprah quote seen online "Do what you have to do until you can do what you want to do."

Kinda sums us all up really.

Thats great news on the spiro atleast Sarah! Atleast the T will be gone, that is the main thing for now
And hopefully you get on alright with the course!
Im just counting the days now... 20 to go!
I will hopefully get on something then!
The wait is sickening!
I hope yous is all OK!
I have nothing special to say right now, alot of work and not much play

Yes, that's at least progress to get the spiro. Further than I am. Glad to hear you school going well too!  I am on a bit of a high right now since I came out to my sister lady night and she is totally on board. She said she is going to help me address it with my parents and other sister as that might be more of a challenge to get them to be ok with it. Keep up the good work!  Talk to you soon. Jenny


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Last night. Not lady night. Gotta love spell check


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Although I guess. It was pretty much a lady night. Hehe


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