What made me happy today? I had just started hrt several days ago, and for the first time, I had a snickers candy bar, and it was so great, you would have thought I had the most expensive steak in town. I now see what others have said about those cravings.

Jo

Going thrift store shopping Thursday with my best friend from grammar school, then see my plastic surgeon for some work on my lips, I'm going to have fat injections for much more sexier fuller lips. Also gonna wink at some men, OMG such frogs so far from OKcupid, not a well endowed prince in the whole crowd, maybe 20 men that just want to be pen pals, want a man not a pen pal.

OMG, nothing has changed. Some men really desire mtF women. Wealthy men want me to move, live with them, they will pay for my GRS, take care of me, anything I need then become their wife for life. I've had so many men offer that. Maybe I should but I like different men, not the same ol man all the time unless he's well endowed & great in bed. I do not need their $ only sex & love. That's a lot to digest but these men are serious, they love a certain type woman, perhaps I should consider it, it might be good to really love someone & give myself to them completely???

I'm still pre-hrt at this stage but this weekend, when attending my Trans group, I passed as female from behind twice. The first time was in the men's room of a restaurant, when a guy walked in, saw me washing my hands, and said 'Sorry love, thought this was the men's room', before turning to leave (which is the second time that's happened to me now). Second time was by someone at the Trans group who I'd never met before, who told me I passed from the rear and that they thought I was female when they first saw me.
Obviously I still look male from the front, but it's a really nice feeling nonetheless.

Quote from: Trini on June 19, 2016, 07:59:21 PM
Went to Trans Pride LA and had a good time!

Even ran into a few Susans members like Jessie Ann!

It was great running into you Trini!  I saw so many great people there.  There were a number of Susan's and former Susan's alums there.

Thanks for helping brighten my day there girl.  Oh, and you looked GREAT!!

Two beautiful girls!

OMG< He's 6' 3", burly man with lots of body hair, a goatee, in his 30's, very well endowed, lives close by. He looks delicious & he's so horny for me. My panties are getting wet. Happy Dance time. I am so glad to be a woman that loves men like this, what a hunk of a man. His name is Max, what a nice simple name.

Wore a summer dress to work

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Such fun thrift store shopping yesterday with my best friend & nice girl talk about life & the new man I'm excited about. She was so happy for me to find a new man to enjoy. Life is just great being a woman. This man knows everything & would be with me through my GRS, recovery then enjoy each other so much. Happy dance indeed.

Waking up to a cat nose bumping mine.

I woke in an amazing good mood, the best I've felt in many years.  Something's working...

Quote from: FrancisAnn on June 20, 2016, 07:10:55 PM
Glad for your daughter, that's good news. 3 years old, poor little girl, I bet that's tough. I hope you have a good day & feel better soon about life. Take care.

Thank you.  It's difficult, we've been fighting with the local NHS and Council to pull their fingers out and provide support.  Luckily, I'm a sucker for complaints and kicking up a stink.  We started when she was 1 and shes 4 later this year, she's been to.... 12 weeks worth of lessons in all that time.  They've only just approved extra funding for her playgroup to support her and give awareness training to the staff.

It is hard. It is difficult, it is frustrating.  But every little attempt she makes is celebtrated and she is slowly getting there.

On a lighter note, in cold light of day of Post Brexit Britain, we decided to have a family afternoon of pizza and ice cream. I chased the ice cream van in my PJs as Ive got a stinking cold again. Totally worth it. #Parentswhoarewinning

Men, some are just jerks!!! They expect too much of us & do not treat us nice enough. I just kicked one to the curb with a big foot/shoe. Good riddance!!!!

I'm at the San Francisco TransMarch. About 3000 people like me are here. I'm not alone 😅!

OMG so many men from OK Cupid. They all want to get married........I just want a fling & some good sex. I'm too young to settle for one man, hahahaha Some are nice, most are frogs but a few are nice.....maybe soon one to kiss. I look better than 95% of the women you see in Walmart, guess these men see that & want to get serious....

My little sister saw me for the first yime sonce i started my transition and said i looked like a pretty girl.

OMG, there are so many well endowed horny men out there that want a mtF woman. That is so nice to see, actual marriage proposals from some men & younger men that just want to give it to me any way I need. It will sure be a happy dance day when my GRS is complete, time to heal up then as Elizabeth Taylor said, "Have a drink, put on some lipstick & get back in there". She knew how to find some men. 

Just got home from work. I've only been there a total of four days , but tonight I was offered a drink with the crew. It was so nice to be included in an after work drink.
I think they just wanted to get to know me and what my deal was. I don't really try to hide the transgender thing and I think they were curious. It is so nice to not have to hide that anymore.
Everyone has been so accepting and sweet. It's working in a pizza place and it's not the most prestigious job, but I think I could be happy here for a while. And I'm finally making some honest money for a change.
Yes, I have a little buzz going, but that doesn't diminish the feeling of acceptance that I have.
I think I'll fall asleep happy tonight.
Night all
Hugs
Stevie

Everyone at my job knows about my transition. They are awesome and treat me no different than any other employee.
There is this one guy though.... before I started HRT, we had friendly contact hugs at work and I didn't think anything of it. But about a month ago, he caught me off-guard at shift end with a hug that literally made me weak in the knees. It was one of those hugs that made me feel like a void was being filled. Safe, loved, secure and warm. I really could have curled up and stayed in them all night!!!!!! I was trembling the whole 40 min commute home!LOL!. The very next day and month after, I avoided him like the pleague, only saying hello in passing.
Yesterday, he was passing by my work area, we said our usual hellos, but this time towards the end of our conversation, he told me I was beautiful. It made me feel so positive about myself. I instantly got hot, flushed, and so happy that my eyes welled up with tears! I hope he didn't see me, I really don't like to cry in front of others! All I could say was thank you, and dart to the washroom to fan myself and fix my face!LOL
I am just going to say it here, cuz I will NEVER tell him to his face, MUCH TOOO SHY!!! just how beautiful I feel whenever he is present! I love him, I love him, I love him!!!! I just can't tell him that!! LOL+ He's like 12yrs younger than me!!! SQUEEEEEEELLLLLL!!

Quote from: MackenzyJae on June 26, 2016, 06:33:07 AM
Everyone at my job knows about my transition. They are awesome and treat me no different than any other employee.
There is this one guy though.... before I started HRT, we had friendly contact hugs at work and I didn't think anything of it. But about a month ago, he caught me off-guard at shift end with a hug that literally made me weak in the knees. It was one of those hugs that made me feel like a void was being filled. Safe, loved, secure and warm. I really could have curled up and stayed in them all night!!!!!! I was trembling the whole 40 min commute home!LOL!. The very next day and month after, I avoided him like the pleague, only saying hello in passing.
Yesterday, he was passing by my work area, we said our usual hellos, but this time towards the end of our conversation, he told me I was beautiful. It made me feel so positive about myself. I instantly got hot, flushed, and so happy that my eyes welled up with tears! I hope he didn't see me, I really don't like to cry in front of others! All I could say was thank you, and dart to the washroom to fan myself and fix my face!LOL
I am just going to say it here, cuz I will NEVER tell him to his face, MUCH TOOO SHY!!! just how beautiful I feel whenever he is present! I love him, I love him, I love him!!!! I just can't tell him that!! LOL+ He's like 12yrs younger than me!!! SQUEEEEEEELLLLLL!!

OMG Tell him how you feel!!!!! Life is too short to hide your feelings. He cares about you & you are so lucky, tell him.........So what if he is younger than you, young men are great.

Franny Annie, you are so boy crazy! I can respect that, even though I'm a lesbian.