Hello everyone.
I have a question for you and hope you can help me.
(Sorry for my bad English)
I am a 34 years old man and I'm from Germany.
And I'm a transgender. I live in my "normal life" as a straight guy and Transform me with my outfit into a women.
And that makes me happy 
I have a great girlfriend who knows and likes it.
My problem / question is: I am built sporty,  I do ballet for many years and I´m in good shape.
But for me or my "second me" I´m too muscular and manly.
I try a lot, constantly keep diet, starting also with yoga and pilates. It works fine but I habe big muscles. I know a lots of guys love big muscles and say: " you looks great.....blabla"

Then I read a lot about hormones. (Normaly guy read about testosteron to tranform into a Hulk) I read about Estrogen. After a view weeks I ordered tow different medications
I oredered Aldoctan and Premarin .(Tablets)

I started in the morning to take a Aldoctan and Premarin and in the evening again a premarin.
Everything was OK, I had no "negative" side effects. I noticed that i lost a little little bit musclemass. Not much and maybe it was imagination but I was happy.
But after around one month me libido was very very low. And it was hard work to make the small friend "hard".

I have a girlfriend and i love to sleep with her. And my girlfriend love also my small friend.

So I stopped with the tablets. After two weeks, everything was fine. I have an erection in the morning and no problem to make him hard.

Now my question. What can I do to change my body without to lose my sex life . I like my penis and wants to keep him well.

Maybe I have to use other hormones or maybe I sopped to fast and the low libido was just mentally. Then "I think" after one month with this lower dosage should not be felt.

I know it's dangerous, not allowed and some will also say'm an idiot. But I have this life- and it is my life, my body. I will try to become the body i dream for. Skinny with small waist, small arms....

I hope anyone understand me and maybe anyone has an idear.

Thank you.

Greetings Sebastian




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Hi and welcome. Without resorting to drugs, you could try running, serious distance runners always have a lean build. You could also try to reduce the protein in your diet, but do keep some!

I wouldn't take Premarin. Its an obsolete drug and shouldn't be used for HRT any more.

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Hi,

You should be under the care of a doctor. A good endo can balance the hormones so you can accomplish some of both.

Even without aldactone (spironolactone) estrogen is going to somewhat suppress testosterone and for most people that will make for less sex drive.

You could try a very low dose of estrogen which can help emotionally without causing physical transition, I don't know if that will bring back your libido. You definitely should not try dosing yourself with both estrogen and testosterone.

Some trans women cycle their hormones to have more libido sometimes. My own sex drive has been way off and I've been trying to find my other triggers for a 'more feminine' sexuality.

Hello my dears.
Thank you for your answers and sorry for my very late reply.

Of course I know that it is important to make the under medical supervision.

But I do not want to change my gender . Only change my body shape, in more feminine.
I now have omitted the Spironolactone and take only one dose of the hormones per day.
And so far everything is good. No problems with libido and I notice that my muscles are slowly slimmer :-)

So I think I've found the right way for me .

Anonyms: May be the Premarin is not optimal. But I have no complaints.

meganjames2: That's true, of course I go running . But unfortunately only the legs get thinner and not arms. (And I am not a Marathon type  :-)) So i thing Pilates and Yoga are better for me.

SadieBlake: Thanks for the tips: Fortunately, my libido is after the new dosage back ( And I know that the Libido minimize is not the only risk if I taking hormones, also can / will (with time) decrease  the size of the penis. But that's no problem for me. The main thing is my little friend works :-)
And of course I'm will try  to  find more feminine sexuality :-)


Thank you all.

Sebastian

Quote from: Sebastian.pup on July 27, 2016, 02:30:12 AM
Of course I know that it is important to make the under medical supervision.

But I do not want to change my gender . Only change my body shape, in more feminine.

Well I hope that you are doing this under medical supervision. Regardless of your intentions they are still dangerous drugs with potentially severe consequences - blood clots and liver damage being the main issues.