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So, I've made peace with the fact that I'm trans. I'm 28 1/2 and really depressed. I started hrt about a year and a half ago, month after turning 27, and was on for 9-10 months with probably 7 months on full dose. I was getting results. I had breast buds at 7 weeks and by the time I stopped, my butt seemed to be pretty huge in comparison and my boobs seemed about ready to really start. My face looked a decent-good bit more feminine too. I've been off for about 6 months now and all my physical changes are gone. I'm sort of afraid I botched it by starting and stopping.
Anyway, I stopped because I freaked and didn't want to go sterile. I started looking at myself differently when I started to store reproductive fat. I had a though I'd never had before. I thought, if things worked out and I found someone, maybe I'd like to be a mother. So I'm cryobanking this week. Hopefully what I have is good enough and I'm not sterile, but either way, I want back on hrt very soon.
So, my issue is that I may be delayed in seeing my Dr. for a few months. Now, I'm able to say at this point, I'm a woman. Testosterone just doesn't work for me where with estrogen, I was fine. I need to get back on asap. I still have a lot of spiro and e, but they've been in opened bottles for about 6 months. I'd at least like to get a headstart on the spiro, even if this is all sorted in a few weeks. Anyone have any clue if spiro and/or estrogen tablets are prone to degrade when exposed to the air for that long?
Thanks everyone.