I was practicing my voice earlier, and it was awesome!  Well, not the voice, it needs a lot of work   but just a whole new personality came through me, it was really nice.  Not this stoic, beaten up voice that I have been using since my 20s.

I feel all tingly now just thinking about it.

LOVE IT!

Quote from: KarynMcD on December 14, 2016, 11:46:00 AM
My friend, who I've known for 18 years, didn't recognize me as I was walking down a hallway to her until I was right next to her.
She told me she was thinking, "who's the new girl?"

First Laser Hair removal yesterday and so far no ill effects.  I have Vitiligo that has removed most of the color from my face and I was concerned of really bad things.

Also it wasn't painful like the Dr warned it would be.  Uncomfortable at times, yes; painful, no.

I also had a therapist appointment yesterday - She said I looked/acted/sounded "Liberated."  It's only taken 1 year but I'm finally totally (95%) at peace with myself.  Now to just get my ears pierced.

I parked in a Member Services office at my HMO and got them to track down a trans-friendly primary doctor who was accepting new patients, now my doctor as well.   A good start...

And this:




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My name is officially Jessika! So says my Court Order. Woot! 

Quote from: Jessika on December 15, 2016, 08:41:41 PM
My name is officially Jessika! So says my Court Order. Woot! 

Congrats girlfriend ❤️

After some hard times, featuring a torn muscle, my 5 year relation breaking up and one of my best friends dying, I finally felt HOPE and LUST for the future again!

Christmas is coming up and after that fat-fest is done, I'm gonna start thai-boxing to work on my waist-line and condition. Then, in 8 months: SRS!

In the words of another friend of mine: "I'll be prancing around in front of my mirror like the floating angel I was always meant to be"

Quote from: I Am Jess on December 16, 2016, 02:18:47 AM

Congrats girlfriend ❤️

Thank you. It feels great.

Now to change all documents elsewhere. Will keep me busy.

*hugs*

Jess

Congrats! Feels so good, doesn't it! Yes, you will be busy! It always amazes me how many documents have to be changed.

Quote from: KarynMcD on December 14, 2016, 11:46:00 AM
My friend, who I've known for 18 years, didn't recognize me as I was walking down a hallway to her until I was right next to her.
She told me she was thinking, "who's the new girl?"

wiehee how cool is that! Congrats

Wife bought me some panties. It's the little things. 

I got mammed a handful of times at work and then realized that no one sirs me unless I have my namebadge on!  [emoji2]


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Saw my best friend do some great comedy at a night headlined by an amazing and wonderfully queer band. The singer was so fabulous and inspiring!

Starting to feel like my bra is actually holding something plus "the girls" are getting very sensative.

Yesterday morning, my wife said she needed new bras. I said why don't you borrow one of mine. She had a look through my collection and found one that fitted her and she was surprised at how comfortable it was.
When I got home from golf and got fully dressed, she looked at my lipstick and loved the colour. She disappeared and came back wearing it as well, then she let me kiss her on the lips and this really made my day as I am normally not allowed to be affectionate with her when dressed. [emoji1]


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My wife made a comment about me growing boobs in the future, it was completely positive, and it just made my day.  I am so incredibly fortunate, to have her in my life.  Please do not mistake this for bragging, I just am amazed, she is so supportive, and to me this shows how much our relationship goes beyond my gender.  She loves me, for being me, she is so amazing!

Brought my wife flowers and she asked if she needs to get me flowers in the future. Such a nice gesture of her...

Quote from: Yuusui on December 17, 2016, 10:13:47 AM
Starting to feel like my bra is actually holding something plus "the girls" are getting very sensative.

I Agree!  After 6 weeks I'm actually seeing real growth.  The "lump" is up to about the size of a large walnut.  However when I'm out as Denise I typically wear a B cup (they are a little roomy) as a guide strangers see that I'm a girl.  It has worked so far.

But for today - I got Ma'am'd from a front on view. AND American Express is sending me a card with the name Denise.  Another day I would like to store in "the bank" when I need one.

Got my breast in the mail today and took them for a spin. I've been having such a great time wearing them, and playing with them. I just wish they were real. That'll come soon enough.


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Forgot to post about it but this was last friday night, end of year staff party.
In guy mode got misgendered female by the older man opposite me. He is part of the directors of the company.
He was so shocked when a friend told him otherwise, he was all apologetic, and embarassed ha. I was glowing inside! :3 my friends at work don't know yet either.
I have been misgendered before in public or by waiters.
This was someone who had a good look before he made the mistake. :3
Sooo happy

I made myself feel good by making someone else feel good.

I was at work, serving a customer, when another customer walked in. I glanced up, saw a man, and said, "I'll be right with you sir" and finished what I was doing. When I went back to help him, I realized it was a Trans-man  who I had just correctly gendered. He was beaming from ear to ear. Just the thought that his day was made better by me made my day better too.

Edit: He is a regular, but hadn't been in in a while. I knew him only as a female so the transition went very well.