Thats great new Mia, yay!

we lost our bout today, but I was with my friends... here is my bestie & I napping in the car on the ferry ride home, it made me smile:



Oh, I also won MVP blocker, bringing my MVP count up to 8.  I am kinda proud about that.

Hey ladies...

So I had the most emotional experience since starting HRT... I was talking to my sister and had a full on emotional breakdown...

So was seriously the most supportive sister anyone could ever ask for. To the outside world; I am more then happy to come out as being transgender. I am super supportive of the LGTBQ community, and will do what I can to show my support.

However, the one single most important person in my life, I am utterly afraid of coming out too... my mother.

We have such an awesome relationship right now I don't want to mess it up... However, I also want to be true to myself.

I expressed my concerns to my sister; and she was so supportive. Offered up so many words of encouragement. I haven't cried that hard since I was little. Honestly, I have never felt better, it was still such a new experience...  wouldn't have traded it for the world.


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Alora, welcome to my life.  I am a ball of emotions and I can tell you lately that when I spoke about being depressed about my voice at the end of last year, I would just melt into a pool of tears.  Especially when I would talk about finding something that may help me improve it.

My emotions started unleashing after I started HRT.  I guess I was always emotional before, but oh boy, was I ever so after I was on estrogen.  I actually don't mind and I find it usually makes me feel better to let my emotions out. 

Best wishes when you talk to your mom. <3

One last thing that made me happy yesterday, the drive to the peninsula for our bout:

The Women's Marches from coast to coast and all over the world.  Hope springs eternal as people stand up and march in solidarity

Going to my sisters and working out I can afford my own place, my niece and nephews where there and they know and no one treated me differently , but still in uncle mode not auntie just yet.

My girlfriend woke me up when she got home from work to tell me she bought me a box of really cool Sally Hansen 'Salon Effects' real nail polish strips to wear for the AFI concert in Feb just because <3

I spent another day painting my freshly remodeled bedroom, and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, finally!! Suddenly it has become real, and isn't a 'project' any more! 

It has been a lot of work, but it will be sooo nice when I am done, soo very feminine and sweet. I could be ready to move my bed and dressers in before the end of the month at the rate I am going, yay!! Gotta make new curtains, still, but I love to sew, so fun, fun...

But the best part will be having overnight company in such a personal space. Mmm, yes, yes, gotta keep my eyes on da prize!

:-) Missy

Just saw this http://m.americanrepertorytheater.org/m2/app.html?v=161102#tproduction/1137/trans-scripts

what is making me happy today...I am spending the day in Los Angeles

This has made me happy, scared and excited all at the same time. I just made an appointment with Dr. Meltzer to discuss SRS for the first of May.......my my but things seem to be speeding up! - Anne

During a conversation with one of my clients this morning she simply stated, "you're transgender". I never tell my clients that because I don't want to complicate the therapeutic relationship.  I didn't quite know how to respond. I NEVER lie to clients so I either had to confirm it or remain mute. I decided that remaining mute could be just as destructive.

So, I confirmed her statement and gave her a little idea of current medical theory on what happens to us before birth.

Since that time this morning I've been puzzled by a great lack of dysphoria. Finally I realized that it's because my womanhood is self sustaining, unshakable. What someone else thinks is completely immaterial. Whether or not I "pass" is immaterial. I am who and what I am because it's true, not because others consent to it.

This makes me happy.

I came out to my boss today who took it well.  I still have a hard time believing that they did not have any inkling of what was up. 

This is what I looked like at work yesterday:


Keep in mind I also walk around in three inch high heeled boots, wear makeup, wax my eyebrows and they know I am undergoing electrolysis so I do not know how much more obvious I could be.   

It is nice to have that burden lifted. 

One of the very few guy friends that I allow access to me from my past life and I exchanged some emails today on a burner email account that I just set up. He is always amazingly okay with me being female, even after me having been soooo different back in the days we ran together. Everybody else from that particular crowd think the person they knew passed away many years back, as part of my exit strategy from my past lives..

When I showed up at his door several years ago, I was already passing easily, and I looked nothing like he remembered. When I told him who I was, he hugged me and invited me inside, then I explained my life story to him, and he wept. A lot, and I knew I was right in telling him I was still alive, because my 'death' had grieved him, a lot, and seeing me 'alive' relieved him of that grief. Of course, my life story grieved him in a different way, but the genuine happiness he felt to see me again, so happy, so healthy, and sooo alive, well, that was priceless...

Well, I had 'lost' track of him again for the last two years as I had gone into 'deep stealth', and it was just so very nice to reconnect with him today, and to get caught up with him, and to hear about his life, and to share some precious moments in the present with him. Knowing that he has kept my secret, too, was the icing on the cake!

Yeah, it was pretty cool! Real friends find a way...

Missy

Quote from: Lilliana on January 24, 2017, 09:51:37 PM
I do not know how much more obvious I could be.

It's the tie.

Heck, I came in to work in a dress a few times and some of the men here still didn't realize until I told them.

Now I already had my ears pierced that I turned into large water drop plugs over the span of 20 years... I was at the mall today meeting someone to get my first Coach purse and decided I'd get body spray and lotion from Victoria Secrets but I'd also get my ears pierced with normal studs so I can do real earrings in the future. [emoji16][emoji16][emoji16]

This is one happy girl


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When into my fave store and went to get some nice bras but they were packed away for the new stock but found the new ones just as good and spend some more money, Love them as that are so comfy and the gals are always friendly,
Also I know what size I am there and dont have to try on 2-3 different sizes to get a nice fit, unlike other stores as I'm pretty sure one has changed there sizing..........

Cheers Tracy

When my girlfriend calls me Angela, instead of just my petnames/nicknames <3

That's so lovely Angela X