-sigh- But I don't want to be a feminine guy. I'm trying so hard not to be.

It's not really about what you want, it's about who you are. Nothing wrong with being a feminine guy anyways. I'm quite feminine meself in some situations.

I agree with freespeechz. I was a little concerned about how I look, because I'm obviously a small girly person. But you know what? I realized that it wasn't a problem. I love small men. I like guys with small hands, slender fingers, and a frame that doesn't tower over me. Manly men with these qualities do exist. If I get on hormones, I'll pass regardless of how little I am. And so will you, Elwood. You're going to be fine. I saw your pictures on your blog, and you're almost there. You said you're passing all the time already. I'd be thrilled. 

Quote from: freespeechz on August 24, 2008, 05:55:59 PMIt's not really about what you want, it's about who you are. Nothing wrong with being a feminine guy anyways. I'm quite feminine meself in some situations.

Except that's not who I am. It's "what" I am. What I look like. :/

It's easy for you guys to say because you'll probably turn out butch.

I don't mind being small, but I do mind being feminine. I do not want to be feminine...

I really really think you'll be fine on hormones Elwood. You're already passing as a young teen boy, right? You won't look feminine when you're in transition. It'll be like the puberty you never had.

Quote from: Lindsey on August 24, 2008, 07:25:33 PMI really really think you'll be fine on hormones Elwood. You're already passing as a young teen boy, right? You won't look feminine when you're in transition. It'll be like the puberty you never had.

That's how I like to see it. Thanks, Lindsey. I am small, but I think that T will make the feminine "softness" to my look mostly go away.

No problem. I think you're right.

I'M FRIGGING HUNGRY!! ... and its p*ssing me off! -_- Its an annoying, consuming kind of hunger... I need breakfast.