I can't ask it to a doctor because;
First, the doctors here are not specialized at hormone usage in Ts.
Second, the hormone perscription can only be done at 2 hosptials and other psychriatrists views about the issue are irrevelant. Besides, the psychriatrists there are sworn to keep the transitioned Ts at a certain number.
And last word.. I had seen a psychriatrists who told me "Find a sexualy active woman, she can make you feel like a man. You are just stucked at the anal period of development" !!!
Like a joke, but it is not.