Like Janet,I too was enjoying the company of a man previous to my purging,he loved to see me in dresses and skirts,and was always complementry about my shoes and stockings. For me,once I was dressed,and had my makeup on,I found slipping into a pair of 3inch heels was when the real adrenalin rush began. My whole demena changed,I felt truly feminine,sexy,and walked with more confidence,wearing heels makes such a difference to a lady.
Now I am back from purging,wearing heels gives me the same feelings of old,proving to me at least,I perhaps should'nt have purged!
Its taken time and money to buy new gear all over again,but I must say I have adapted very quickly,eg.I know what suits clothing wise,I know how to apply my makeup,and I feel really comfortable dressed as lady once again with a bit more confidence this time. :-*xx